Currently Listening The Breakthrough By Mary J. Blige see related

  Well, last time I updated... my life just sucked! I heard from James like 2 times after all the crap I found out. And he trys to say he is sorry. But it's not gonna work this time. I usually "fall back into things", but it's not happening. He hurt me way to bad for me ever to turn around again. The right guy will come down my path at the right time!!

  Things are going pretty good. Magen stayed at my house Wednesday night - Saturday night. Then last night I stayed over at her house. On our way to her house last night a tire on the car popped. =(... it sucked!! Then when we got to her house, we made some food... and I got boiling water spilt on my fingers  Then the fingers I had just burnt, I smacked against a door walking by... yesterday night was the best *sarcasticly speaking*.

  Today... I havent done a whole lot. I just made a homemade apple pie from scratch... its baking... I hope it turns out!! Well... I'mma get going. Peace.

  Guys = crying, hurt, emotional creators, liars, jerks, heart-breakers not creators... and the list goes on. James and I are OVER!!! It was 3 weeks WASTE of my life. Thank-you everyone who has looked out for me and been there for me. I love you all!

Currently Listening Ultimate Aaliyah By Aaliyah see related

  I had one of the BEST weekends EVER. Saturday afternoon. Cortney, Magen and myself left for Battle Creek to go see my boyfriend. We stayed out in Battle Creek for the night. Kendra (James's sister) wanted me to come down there to see her in her school play. I love Kendra! She is really sweet! But after the play we just went back to the house and hung out for a while. Got a couple hours of sleep, went to church in the morning. Then between services James took me and Magen bowling. That was great fun, then we went to Meijers, then church. After that we went back out to Battle Creek and me and Magen got home around 2am or so. But I had a great weekend. This weekend should be even better! Friday-Sunday with James! Yesss!

  Today, I went in to Arby's to turn in my shirt and get my check and stuff. I am waaay tired today. I've felt really nasty the past couple weeks. Stomach aches, head aches, everything! It sucks! But I am headed out. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND LONG TIME!

Currently Listening Never Gone By Backstreet Boys Incomplete see related

  Time for another update I guess. Things are not going well right now at all. Something really sad happened. You could look at it as a good thing in .01% of a way, but I look at it really sadly. *sighs* Today was not a good day... and it's probably not the best day to update either. But I will cause I have nothing to do right now. Although I could be sleeping since its almost 1am. But oh well. I miss James a lot!! Only 2 more days til I get to see him for a whole day!! I am way excited! I dont get to talk to him on the phone til Saturday though *tears*. I'll get by tho .

  Work was... HORRIBLE tonight!! If you wanna read how it went then you can... if not, its cool!! I get to work and I got into an argument with this lady that works there during the day shift... I HAVE to love her only because God says so, but I DO NOT LIKE HER! And I probably won't EVER like her! Well, after she left. I got put on drive-thru by myself... like usual. Who gives a crap about Heather type thing. Then after a couple hours. Melissa comes into work to see if I brought something with me to work. So I talked to her for like 3 min, Karen (manager) FLIPPED about me "not working" and always having ppl coming in to visit me... I work so hard around that place and do sooo much for them, recieve sooo little and get treated like dirt! I am sooo sick of it... so when I was headed back to put on my hoody to go in the freezer and do something for Hayley (manager) that no one else wanted to do and I was being nice and did it... Karen thought I was volunterly leaving and she raised her voice from across the store and said "heather you are done for the night, bye!" I was like what the heck I dont want to get freezer burnt thank you, so I am putting something on other than the nasty smelly arby's jackets... then she was like "oh you are going in the freezer" DUHHH.... then I go in the freezer... at this point EXTREMELY mad and fed up with that place! I come back out and I'm still mad... and it was 7 o'clock and on the schedule I was to work 4-7, so I said "It's 7, let me out" and so Hayley said I could go home.... etc etc etc... Heather goes to leave "Karen wants to talk to you in the office before you go" I get yelled at blah blah blah... about everything... because NOTHING is ever good enough for them!!! I left the office, I left Arby's... for GOOD! I am done with them and everything there! I am finding a different job tomorrow and they will not have anyone for tomorrow night to close nor saturday night... aww sorry about their luck... favor for a favor... and I'm done!!!! There -- now I am vented!

  Well before work... I dont really wanna go into that... but some guy that told me I was a "low life" "loser" "worthless" "pointless" and etc etc etc... well he wants to fight my dad, bro and b/f. So yeah... aint that just cool??

  So as you see today has NOT been a good day... I pray the weekend is sooo much better! And it WILL be! I am just so stressed... its not even cool. I try so hard to help people and get people through their hard times, I never make any time for myself and everything just dumps on me at once. Oh well. Life goes on ... Can't wait til Sunday to see James!!

                                     I miss u more
                                Just hearing ur voice
                                 But thats all we've got
                                   we have no choice
                                       If i could have
                               Just one dream come true
                                    I'd dream a dream
                             That I could be with you <3