yeah.
that time of the month..

for a new xanga.

if youre lucky enough, i might just comment ya on it.

last night was against me! yeah it was good. before the show some skinhead guy threatened weiner to kick his ass or something because he was doing some dance that made him "look like an idiot". WEINER WASNT EVEN BOTHERING  HIM! that stupid skin guy never came in the concert but obviously waited the whole time until it was over just to make fun of ppl or something like that and then try to get into the venue i guess bc he has NO life. i dont understand how ppl get off like that. haha he was ugly too and probably 40 years old.

anyway besides hating fucking fat and ugly skinheads, i passed out for like 1 sec at against me.but it was all worth it. they played well, but sort of lingered on with talking more than they should have.this one drunk guy started hugging me and asking me the time and said i was a good girl.

and now i wanna hang out with nick but its already 3:30 and i havent showered or done anything and he is going to some stupid concert tonight.he better not fuck up.

--EDIT--

ok so this chick thinks shes in love or something with nick and shes only met him a couple of times.and i read her stupid livejournal entries and they are always about nick and how she wants to see him.but ive told her before what'll happen if she tries to do shit with him AGAIN.the weird thing is, although nick can be stupid and irresponsible at times, i think he knows his place and what is right and wrong and what will happen to both of them if he fucks up.i hate trust issues, so i tend to ignore them.whatever.kthxbi.

ps. an yeah i am a fuckin over-obsessed, possesive, bitch girlfriend.

i wish i was good at putting puzzles together.i wish i was good at arranging my life.i wish i knew how to pick the right people.i wish i knew how to concentrate better.i wish i knew the difference between right, wrong and just plain stupid.i wish i had it all together.like right in the palm of my hand so it would be all easy like.poop!

call me beeeech. 8479128669.

shit im scared.

love always,

waldo.