| Well...i have to admit that i am PRETTY ashamed of myself lately. I have been doin so terrible and i can tel b/c i feel like shit. BUT i just read some entries and i got so jealous that you girls are doin so much better than me and i am more motivated than ever..i need to start exercising every chance that i get..and quit eating all that disgusting junk food..eww.
So yeah...im pretty much obsessed with this quote..
"Of course its hard, if it was easy then everyone would do it"
Keep up the good work!!
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| Theres somethin i dont understand..
It seems like people are constantly tellin me that im skinny..but when i look in the mirror and cant help but think that their just bein nice b/c all I see is fat :/
today all ive had so far is half cup of dry cereal..lets hope i can keep it that way.
later on im goin to watch lee (not my school) play a team from australia. im pretty excited for that. it should be a lot of fun.
ill do thinspo later..my computer wont let me right now..
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| I wasnt goin to update this anymore..but i think i miht try to start updatin everyday..hopefully.
So lets see..i guess life had gotten little better. Ive been "talkin" with this one guy..he goes to a differnt school..idk.
I have have a wonderful group of friends..that makes me happy. instead of hangin out with people who just made me sad all the time.
Theres a school close to where i live..that won the state championship for the past 2 years and will probably win again..ive been goin to their games more ofter than my own..haha there a lot of fun.
So anyways about my food..idk ive been doin ok i guess. Im eatin to much but i havent gained nething. Im basically stayin the same i guess thats a lot better than gaining.
Ok well Im gonna go comment..ill try to do a better update tomarrow with thinspo and stuff.
*edit*-
well ive decided that the thing i need to work on the most are my thighs and hips. so i just id some leg exercises for about 20 min. i know its not much but its about all i can get away with b/c my mom watches me all the time and for some reason she gets mad when i exercise..i know it sucks..but oh well.
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