| haffn't been writin' blogs for a long tyme...was pretti busi this week...movin' n packin' stuff...there's still a whole loada stuff to pack..my god...moving's sososososo friggin' ANNOYING" by the way...8/8 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIR RED!i actualli called him dat nite..with ali..haha...miss him*i wonder whut he did on his birthday..oh...i'm gonna buy him a present..guesS whut it is*``i bought da same thing for jackie last year...for the LaSalle camp..at CitySuper..hahaa"jackie might noe..i guesS* newaysS...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!=]
watched so much movies recently...almost every movie..but da worst one's definetely Catwoman...my god it's totally crappy...but The Village's absolutely awesum..totally...i love it so much"but mah favourite one remains to be Chicago..juz watched da "Turn Left. Turn Right" dvd...it's beautiful..love it...but it's pretti idealistic..dun u think so?love is nevah idealistic...it's too dramatic in da movie...i wonder if i'm juz being cynical...i dun believe in forever love...love at first sight...whut not* i'm told to be kinda cynical...i dunno...but fact is dat more n more married divorced..people being players n everything...how do u noe if u've got da rite person to marry?thing is u haff ta live with him/her for da rest of ur lives..of coz it's more like responsibilities n all dat..how do u even noe if he/she's exactly da rite one?u dun juz try..u noe...marraige's like a contract thing..committment..i dun think neone wana break their own contract...except for some exceptions...i'm listening to "Friendship shop"..903...she brought up de "i love you..dat's y i haff to leave you" thing...i still dun understand...sum one tried to explain it to me...by "but seung ngoi dik ho chu" by cecilia cheung...i still dun quite get it tho...is he sayin' like u dun wana hurt a person coz u luff him too much..n dat's y u haff ta leave him bfore he gets hurt?i dunno...i'm so a beginner in this love industry...come to think of it...to be frank i've nevah been serious...except for once...presently i mean"but still...to be exact this'd be da first tyme i actualli get involved with love...it makes me think of a phrase in joey's song.."ngoi yan larn..ngo hang hork..ding lun ngoi ha hui" i guess it takes quite a long time to learn...me n ali were talkin' bout it one time...it seems so simple..n yet it's complicated...it can also be da reverse way...mah sister told me dat da smartest is da unhappiest person in the world...i believe so...too much to think..concern..worry...would u wana be da smartest but unhappiest...or da silliest but happiest? |
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| thingsS are quite ok recently..i'm gonna move thiS weekend..so if neone who wishes to call me call bfore saturday..coz there isn't a fone line at mah new place``futher notice for mah new fone number*
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i figure out i'm juz jealous`` hahaaa" i love you |
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| I AM HURT*
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid
no more love for me)) |
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| i went cherry picking yesterday...not dat fun...plus i had a reali bad mornin'...mah hair's so messed up...feel so gross* n mah bloved PINK tee got dirty bcoz of dat cherry juice..so sad*...i can't wash it off..damn it*"after cherry pickin' i juz went home n did mah career project...actualli i was reali irritated yesterday...i dunno y...prolly bcoz of da hot weather...got so annoyed...n i saw sth stupid...which made me even more irritated...i hate to say this...but i get so annoyed when people're being dumb...i juz hate it...with super duper low efficiency n smartness...geesS*" i feel like i'm discriminating others...i'm sorrieee... but i juz can't help it much``wellsS at least i didn't say nething"=] owellsS``
i reali reali lubbb journals...it's a way to write down everything i want, think, feel...etc...it feels so so so so good*`` n i like people knowin' whuz goin' on with me...i'm those kinda people who love attention...how bad...i nevah liked those people..but in fact i am one of them...contradiction``there's too much contradictions in mah life...it's hard to solve every piece of da puzzle,eh?
it's rainin' now...dun feel like talkin' much...weather sumtimesS influence mah mood...it makes me feel sank now* =*( dun waste time on me...u certainly noe dat it's not worth it rite?leave bfore u get ne deeper...i dun wana hurt nobody" it's for ur own good...honestly``
black out juz now...i lubb it* newaysS me n helen're thinkin' of partnerin'...doin' business on eBay...i've decided our target..objectives..materials..etc..i've been wantin' to start a business for long..n i've finally found a partner..dat would do me much good...i bet it's gonna b successful this time...great awesum``=]]]]]]]]]] i'm still thinkin; of possible small businesS* i'm gonna b successfull`` |
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