let's drink hot chocolate and stare at the stars,
while cuddled up in each others' arms.
let's watch as the snow blankets the ground,
the beating of our two hearts, the only sound.
lets stand under the mistletoe,
then act like we didn't even know.
we could even have a snowball fight,
boy, everything could feel so right.
come on baby, lets fall in love tonight

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haha this one is dedicated

.I don`t want your boyfriend.
Nobody wants your boyfriend.
That's why he`s with you

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Strange how laughter looks like crying with no sound

[&] how raindrops taste like tears without pain.

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We've grown. I know I should talk to you,

and ask you how you're doing. And I really wish I could,

but it just occurred to me that we're strangers now.

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You don't know me anymore. Much less want to.

Ant it's (okay) that you've moved on.

I know that everything is different now.

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The cracks in the concrete are reminders that you'll fall apart, no matter how [strong] you are.

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i don't regret you, you taught me not to trust so easily.

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Never say that you're going to die.

Always suck it up, never cry.

Keep a smile on your face.

Slow and steady wins the race.

Never take revenge on people. Not a single shot.

You never know if they meant it or not.

Always apologize when you're in a fight.

Never go to bed angry at night.

Never say anything you don't mean at all.

Get ready to catch yourself if you fall.

So before you step into something unaware,

remember it's life, and it's not always fair.

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and after all we've been through

if there's one thing I can consider

it's the only thing you've taught me

and that's, "don't believe the liar"

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hope is holding on

even when you know it's time to let go

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Take nothing but photos.

Leave nothing but footprints.

Kill nothing but time.

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I'm mad at myself, not you.

I'm mad for always being nice.

I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do.

I'm mad for getting attached.

I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you.

I'm mad for thinking about you,

and most of all -

for not hating you when I should.

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So you want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one, hearts will never be practical until they are made un-breakable.

-Wizard of Oz

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Happy Holidays Everyone. (:

<33 tabb.

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we used to be so close.
but now we could be standing
rite next to eachother and feel
like we're a million miles apart.

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my heart just called,
it was l.ooking for you.

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[shut] your mouth; just sit there
and let the music speak the words
we can't seem to get out.

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any one moment, no moment lasts.
good or bad, time moves on because it has to.

…and so do you

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the sunday skies stretch out like a lifeline.
i guess i've got to figure it out this time. i thought i could run thru everything.
st-st-stutter when you speak, eyes are heavy & your heart's weak.
is this love, or another dream?

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you left me here with nothing to lose, and as i take it all back, i'd still take it from you. i'm writing the same words every time, but i guess it never mattered to you

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i'm sorry if it didn't quite work out this time, so you can deal with your regrets, and i'll deal with mine. don't forget to call me when you "make it," and for now i'll just think what i want.

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this time it's plain to see; after everything i will be the one who is left laughing. i hope that you meant it, everything you said, cause you're too blind to see it's going wrong again.

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 i hate you but i love you, and i swear it doesn't matter, and you're running away screaming, "i can't take this." you beat me & you broke me & now i'm falling down - if i'm falling down, pretend you don't know

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so close your eyes tonight, and sleep in your bed alone. i've been holding this inside of me for longer than you've known. it's unfortunate how everything i never said could have even got thru your head, for once.

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don't try to say that this was "meant to happen," if it was i think i'd know by now. i'm sick of you always letting me get close, and then somehow you still shoot me down. well, i'm not like you, and i won't let go just because you said "no". yeah, i'm not like everybody else, but i thought you would know.

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it's been three months since i last saw you, six whole months since i last held you in my arms and for a moment, everything was more than perfect. i know that you say that this could never work out, but i'm bad at taking no for an answer, so come around and kiss me one last time.

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this is my last call. it's come down to win or lose, and if i had to chose, i'd rather just stay close to you. i know that you're scared of all those horrible things that could happen. i don't put my faith in odds, but if it makes it better, i can't lose you.

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sorry for never updating, it seems that i [tabb] am the only one who ever does,

so i'm really sorry for the lack of updates lately. I just started a new job so things have been kinda hectic.

anyway, here's your quotes.

<333

A smart woman once said that a man is like a deck of playing cards:

You need a [Heart] to love him. A [diamond] to marry him.

 A [club] to smash his fucking head in, and a [spade] to bury the bastard.

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I cried because you wanted her over me, but then i laughed because she's ugly.

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It's better to be unhappy alone, than unhappy with someone.

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I'll get over you, i swear it. Cause the pain you caused me, i just can't bare it.

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maybe ive been wrong all along.
i think its time i just gave up.
i cant beleive i just let you go.
why the fuck did i let you go?

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i wait up everynight for you phone call, even if just to say, "goodnight baby, i love you."

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the easiest way to lose something is to want it really badly.

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It was cold.
Your hands were shaking,
I stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as I said,
"Let’s pretend winter isn’t here."
As you buried your head in my shoulder, you said,
"Let’s pretend the snow isn’t the only thing falling fast."

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{Dedicated.}

You say you want to be friends, start over, try again?  

Well, things will never be the way they were back then. 

Things were never how you wanted, I couldn't think of you that way. 

Now, if you take one step closer I will take two steps away. 

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And you're the reason that murder should be legalized

 If it was you'd be dead and in the ground by noon.

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its hard to forget someone;
you know you`ll always remember.

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lay with me in bed. tell me what you've
always wanted, and i'll give you love instead. and
when i wake up from this dream, it's you that i'll regret.

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on my knees, I’ll ask
last chance for one last dance
‘cause with you, I’d withstand
all of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all, I’d give for us
give anything but I won’t give up

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You know the world can see us 
In a way that’s different than who we are
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

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Pull me closer
Hold me tigher
Dont let me let you go.

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Now the sky is turning blue,
the stars dissapear one bye one
as the daylight is nearer
and yes, your in my head,
but that doesn't make you here.

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and all the while its hard to speak
i often don' t know what to say
I've never been in love this way.

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&& i can't think of anything to say
just like my heart
you stole my words away.