210.
One thing I truely knew - knew it in the pit of my
stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it
from the crown of my head to the soles of my
feet, know it deep in my empty chest - was how
love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair.
- New Moon

209.
"Don't be afraid." I murmered.
" We belong together."
I was abruptly overwhelmed by the truth of my own
words. This moment was so perfect, so right, there was
no way to doubt it, his arms wrapped around me, holding
me against him... it felt like every nerve ending in my
body was a live wire.
"Forever." He agreed.
- Breaking Dawn

208.
After all, how many ways can one heart be mangled
enough and still be expected to keep beating ? I'd
lived through a lot that should have finished me in the
last few days, but it didn't make me feel strong. Instead,
I felt horribly fragile, like one word could shatter me.
- New Moon

207.
I waited for the numbness to return, or the pain. Because
the pain must be coming. I'd broken my personal rules.
Instead of shying away from the memories, I'd walked
forward and greeted them... That was going to cost me,
I was sure of it. Especially if I couldn't reclaim the haze to
protect myself. I felt too alert, and that frightened me.
- New Moon

206.
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and
reason. And then you shot across my sky like a
meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was
brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone,
when the meteor had falled over the horizon,
everything went black. Nothing had changed, but
my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the
stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
- New Moon

205.
It's so hard to describe. It's not like love at first sight,
really. It's like gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly
it's not the earth holding you here anymore. She does.
And nothing matters more then her. And you would do
anything for her, be anything for her... You become
whatever she needs you to be, whether that's a
protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother.

204.
You are the most important thing to me now.
The most important thing to me ever.

203.
I'll be back soon so you won't have time to miss me.
Look after my heart - I've left it with you.

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202.
Love is often gentle,
desire is always rage.
- Mignon McLaughlin

201.
"I'm not allowed to fall in love," she said.
"I'm not allowed to care this much."
But when you're staying up late,
hoping to god he's tossing & turning,
thinking of you, it's too late already.

200.
You are my life.
You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose.

199.
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you
Because every tear is just one more reminder
That I don't know how to let you go </3

198.
Did I make it that easy to walk
right in & out of my life ?
- almost lover ; a fine frenzy

197.
Yet I force myself to believe what I want too,
not what is true .

196.
Worrying is a waste of time. It doesn't
change anything, it just messes with
your mind, and steals your happiness.

195.
And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole
world around you because the greatest secrets are
always hidden in the most unlikely places.
Those who don't believe in magic will never find it.
- Ronald Dahl.

194.
As human beings, we need to know that we are not
alone, that we are not crazy or completely out of
our minds, that there are other people out there who
feel as we do, live as we do, love as we do.

193.
I think your purpose is to find someone that makes
you feel as if you have the biggest purpose ever.

192.
It's so amazing when you fall in love for the first time.
It's all so new. The butterflies, smiles, hugs, & all of
the nights spent of the phone. What makes it even more
amazing is that it never really ends. If you truely love
somebody, you never really stop. You'll move on, you'll
try to replace, but there are always going to be times
when you think back to the times when you really felt alive.

191.
People too weak to follow their own dreams,
will always find a way to discourage yours.

190.
Please don't look at me like that.
You know I'm trying to get over you,
so don't give me any reason to fall again.

189.
The only thing worse then a break down is a
public break down. When everyone wittnesses
your lowest moments.

188.
Everyone thinks I'm overreacting. But what they don't get
is how much of my life you really were. You were much
more to me then just another relationship down the drain.
No, you were my past, my present, & my future.
You were my whole life.

187.
If you want what you've never had,
you have to do what you've never done.

186.
Today's memories are tomorrow's tears.

185.
Relationships are worth fighting for.
But sometimes you can't be the only one fighting.

184.
The one who loves least controls the relationship.

183.
I waited for the numbness to return, or the pain. Because the
pain must be coming. I'd broken my personal rules. Instead of
shying away from the memories, I'd walked forward & greeted them.. That was going to cost me, I was sure of it. Especially if I couldn't reclaim the haze to protect myself. I felt too alert, & that fightened me.
- Bella, New moon.

182.
All my life, I have felt like there was some part of me missing &
I felt that everyone could tell, like there was some hole in me, & everyone could see through it, like I wasn't finished or something.
- Boy meets world.

181.
It's just like me to over analyze every look,
thinking that maybe for a second, it meant something.

180.
Then I sat & cried. It was the worst kind of sobbing. The kind
that hurts your chest  & steals your breath & no one could hear me.