Currently Playing Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge By My Chemical Romance see related

coy passed out on the toilet....the guys above us threw beer bottles at cars....and there was a HUGE knock down drag out fight across the street.....and i only had 1 beer all night......keg stands for the masses tomorrow.....

something to think about.....the human condition.....is a weak one.....we cannot survive on our own.....we need others approval constantly...while it is true that you can be very strong willed and somewhat self sufficent.....we as people.....NEED a counterpart......someone to listen to us when no one else will.....someone with no hidden agenda's.....someone who at any given moment will forget about their own interests and come rushing to your aide for the simple fact that they cannot STAND to see you unhappy........we are not solatary creatures.......everybody needs somebody.....ya know?

another thing to ponder while i have the time to write it.....you know that feeling you get when you are REALLY into someone?  for the sake of labeling and dom being a goofball we'll call it the "OOH AAH" feeling.....the kinda feeling that you get in the pit of your stomach when that person is around and paying attention to you? is that really a healthy feeling?  does one NEED that feeling in order to be compatable?  does it not cloud ones better judgement?  i know this feeling well actually....it was addicting....i would do anything to get it...and i alienated a LOT of people in the name of finding it.....maybe the secret to eternal happiness is less primal "ooh aah" and inate attraction (though DEFINATLY important) and more the EVEN HARDER trait of being intellectually compatable......yeah....more easy to talk to...and less easy to picture them naked.....i dunno...im a confirmed idiot......

last thing......."what if the only reason we die.....is because we accept it....as an inevitability......" think about that next time the bong's passed your way....

J