no job = shit ton of free time

i decided that i dont care if have money or not. i wont have bills to pay til next semester. might as well embrace it.

i spent a few long hours in my great aunt's house today going through cabinets and bookshelves because no one lives there anymore.everything was still in it's place when i got there, just like she left it.  it smelled like an old closed up attic; dust and spider webs had found a home in the corners of each room. i don't ever want to get old.   

Currently Reading The Acid House By Irvine Welsh see related

 what would a water balloon look like if it busted in space? i think i would like to see that someday.  i decided that florida wasn't for me. maybe altlanta will be. i don't really care if it is or not, i am just tired of living out of my car and moving around everywhere. at least i know people here. i just have to find a job to keep me out of trouble this summer. everyone i know has to work tonight, so i'm bored and i'm watching a grateful dead concert on pbs. how exciting. my checking account is screaming for a deposit. i definately need to be employed. maybe tomorrow.

Currently Playing Diamonds on the Inside By Ben Harper see related

god its so damn gorgeous here. i'm kind of oblivious to the fact that i left everything i was satisfied with back at home to come here and waste away my summer in coral springs.  i guess i thought i would find something more appealing to me where i am now. so far, i haven't. i hear the guy downstairs play his guitar and it reminds me of everything i miss. take that as you may. i don't really know how to explain it without causing mass confusion, although someone will probably have some kind of way to clear up the vagueness of my thinking. seeing as though you are the only one who is reading this anyway, i'm not too concerned. the job hunt continues despite my complete lack of motivation and willingness to work.  call me lazy and i won't care at all, because i totally feel the same way.