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GOODBYE XANGA.

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 05:22:12 GMT

hello blogger.com

come visit me.
I think its time for a change for once.

http://www.vanessayniguez.blogspot.com

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 04:01:16 GMT

My mind suddenly became blank with all thought but one.
The one thought that I can never seem to get out of my head.
Reason for that is, the feeling of it is amazing.
I can't stop wondering about it... My heart simply melts.
It's one thought.
Just one.
And it turns out,
the one thought is YOU.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 04:03:44 GMT

I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless. I never thought that I'd catch this, love bug again...

I must entirely and honestly say, that I am completely in love. Just thought I'd let you know after... who knows how many times.

School feels so much better now. But it's still so hard waking up early in the morning.

But I've sunken into the whole high school concept of living. I enjoy all of my classes.

English honors is pretty hard, but now that we're done with The Odyssey, we're moving onto Romeo & Juliet, which I must say, I am the master at. My mom made me read both original and modern text thinking that it would help me in the whole acting career... which it did. So, thanks for that Mama.

Drama- amazing! I've already performed five or six times. I can't wait for the musical.

French! FUNFUNFUNFUN.

Bonjour! Je'mapplle Vanessa. Comment t'applle tu? J'ai quinze ans. Je suis americane.

Lalalalala :)

Geometry is geometry...

AND

I have my pink slip. WOOO

I get my driver's permit soon.

hello, I'm Vanessa, and a highschooler.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 04:35:46 GMT

I'd really like to say what's on my mind at the moment, but I don't think I really can...
I need a vacation.

with just me, Twilight, and my teddy bear. Sounds reeeal good at the moment.
I'll set it at the beach at around 17:45.
PERFECT.

and yet with the all perfectness, it still feels like something's missing.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 07:41:05 GMT

FLASHBACK!
I have a faint memory of this song. Like it was sung to me to go to sleep when I was a baby.
I have no clue! But I just remember something... something I can't quite point out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ibxsiq-i384

The Sukiyaki Song.
上を向いて歩こう ue o muite arukō ([I] shall walk looking up)
涙がこぼれないように namida ga kobore nai yō ni (so [my] tears won't fall)
思い出す春の日 omoidasu haru no hi (remembering spring days)
一人ぼっちの夜 hitori bocchi no yoru ([on this] lonely night)

Monday, September 22, 2008

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 02:04:55 GMT

Eat.
Sleep.
Golf.
Study.

This is my high school life so far... My hands are still so busy. Everything is still going so fast.
But school is going pretty good for me. My classes are easy, my teachers are fine. I have nothing to complain about, And overall, I'm happy with everything I have.

But why is it that I sometimes get the feeling of uncertainty.
It could be that my fifteen year old mind is starting to kick in.
Or I just need a nice LONG rest.

Whatever it is, I'd like that feeling to go away. It's very troublesome.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 23:54:13 GMT

Oh happy day.

I feel like hitting a 200 yard driver right now.

Hm....

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 01:15:23 GMT

I got mad at a leaf today...
I know, right?

HOW PATHETIC.
haha but seriously.
It made me sooo mad!

A) because my mom was making me sweep leaves... which I find strange because they're just there. They will fall off the tree eventually.
B) I'm going to have to sweep leaves again tomorrow morning.
C) There's no point into sweeping the leaves because it's not like our guests will criticize the ground... weird.
and lastly
D) Because there was one green-yellow looking leaf that would NOT move.
OMG, like I brushed through it about eight times, and it just would not move.

So I guess you can picture me having a broom clutched to my hands yelling at that poor innocent leaf.
Innocent leaf? HA! Poor me... My golly.
hehe (:

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 02:29:50 GMT

Is it possible to just stop time? Just for a minute. That's all.
Ever since high school started, It feels like everything around me is going so fast. I can't even catch up.
Rushing to here, and there. Filling up every weekend with activities. There's no more time.
Like, we're on a clock constantly running out of minutes and hours.
Don't get me wrong though, I still enjoy my days. But I just wish...

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 04:06:39 GMT

inhale.

exhale.

Take it all in...

I am now one year older.