So this week has been really crazy, but really good.
It turns out that I made Varstiy! When I looked at the list Liz and I screamed and jumped up and down. haha. It was one of those moments that I'll remember for the rest of my life. I wanted this so badly - I still can't believe it's actually happening. Not only am I glad that I made it, but I'm even more glad that Liz and I made it together. I'm so glad that we took the risk.

So that pretty much made my week.

On Friday I went to see the play, which was amazing. Yesterday I went to State Solo and Ensemble, which went well I guess, and shopping. Today I went again...one last trip before I leave. 7 more days! I CAN'T WAIT.

why don't we hit restart and
pause at our favorite parts. we'll
skip the goodbyes.

I wish this was life.
Hm. I know I've said that you can't help who you like, but I don't want to feel like I've screwed up...once again. I've fallen for his silly little game too many times before. Maybe I'm naive?
...help?

It was 71 degrees today. It reminded me of how much I love spring.

It has been 432 days since I joined xanga. That is a really long time.
I've decided that Valentine's Day sucks when you're single and absolutely rocks when your dating someone. Plain and simple. We all know that we say it sucks when we're single, but then say it was probably one of the best days of your entire year when you have a "special someone". It's just one of those, I don't know, weird holidays. But wait, are there really any others? haha.
I went out to dinner with my mom last night - just her and I. We saw a lot of couples that were really cute, but then with others we would be like, "Why are they together?" I guess you love who you love, right?

♥♥♥

Wow. I haven't updated this in a while. I've missed xanga.
I read some of my entries from the summer today. It reminded me how much fun my friends and I had freshman year. I mean, yeah, we have fun this year, but so much has changed. I've gotten really close to people that I met just last year, but some friendships that I've had with people since, I don't know, first grade, have worsened. People say it's all apart of high school, and I guess you could say that they're right. 
First semester is done. I can't wait until 2:43 on June 7, or whenever school gets out.

it's funny how i don't want to share
someone who's not even mine

So I have a feeling that this year is going to suck...a lot.
Everything is so different now. I wish life had a rewind button and I could go back to last year. Last year was absolutely perfect. This year a lot of things have changed, especially some of my friendships. It seems like a lot of people have started to move on, and I feel like I'm being left in the dust. I expected this ever since...idk...elementary school, but now it's kind of hitting me in the face...and I'm just starting to realize it.  
I know I've been complaining a lot lately...I think it's simply my way of letting things out. I don't think I've ever felt this way in my entire life. Seriously. People have asked me if anything is wrong, and I never feel like talking to them because I worry I'll get even MORE upset about things. 
Dance is my life saver though. It's the only thing that keeps me sane. I love how I forget about everything when I'm at the studio...all the stress, all the anger. It's probably the best feeling in the world.
Ugh. This entry is so depressing. I'm gonna go now. 

XOXO