it's funny how i don't want to share
someone who's not even mine

So I have a feeling that this year is going to suck...a lot.
Everything is so different now. I wish life had a rewind button and I could go back to last year. Last year was absolutely perfect. This year a lot of things have changed, especially some of my friendships. It seems like a lot of people have started to move on, and I feel like I'm being left in the dust. I expected this ever since...idk...elementary school, but now it's kind of hitting me in the face...and I'm just starting to realize it.  
I know I've been complaining a lot lately...I think it's simply my way of letting things out. I don't think I've ever felt this way in my entire life. Seriously. People have asked me if anything is wrong, and I never feel like talking to them because I worry I'll get even MORE upset about things. 
Dance is my life saver though. It's the only thing that keeps me sane. I love how I forget about everything when I'm at the studio...all the stress, all the anger. It's probably the best feeling in the world.
Ugh. This entry is so depressing. I'm gonna go now. 

XOXO