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Monday, March 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 01:08:52 GMT

So this week has been really crazy, but really good.
It turns out that I made Varstiy! When I looked at the list Liz and I screamed and jumped up and down. haha. It was one of those moments that I'll remember for the rest of my life. I wanted this so badly - I still can't believe it's actually happening. Not only am I glad that I made it, but I'm even more glad that Liz and I made it together. I'm so glad that we took the risk.

So that pretty much made my week.

On Friday I went to see the play, which was amazing. Yesterday I went to State Solo and Ensemble, which went well I guess, and shopping. Today I went again...one last trip before I leave. 7 more days! I CAN'T WAIT.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 03:14:11 GMT

why don't we hit restart and
pause at our favorite parts. we'll
~~skip~~ the goodbyes.

I wish this was life.
Hm. I know I've said that you can't help who you like, but I don't want to feel like I've screwed up...once again. I've fallen for his silly little game too many times before. Maybe I'm naive?
...help?

It was 71 degrees today. It reminded me of how much I love spring.

Friday, February 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 03:21:35 GMT

It has been 432 days since I joined xanga. That is a really long time.
I've decided that Valentine's Day sucks when you're single and absolutely rocks when your dating someone. Plain and simple. We all know that we say it sucks when we're single, but then say it was probably one of the best days of your entire year when you have a "special someone". It's just one of those, I don't know, weird holidays. But wait, are there really any others? haha.
I went out to dinner with my mom last night - just her and I. We saw a lot of couples that were really cute, but then with others we would be like, "Why are they together?" I guess you love who you love, right?

♥♥♥

Monday, January 29, 2007

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 01:25:21 GMT

Wow. I haven't updated this in a while. I've missed xanga.
I read some of my entries from the summer today. It reminded me how much fun my friends and I had freshman year. I mean, yeah, we have fun this year, but so much has changed. I've gotten really close to people that I met just last year, but some friendships that I've had with people since, I don't know, first grade, have worsened. People say it's all apart of high school, and I guess you could say that they're right.
First semester is done. I can't wait until 2:43 on June 7, or whenever school gets out.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:01:52 GMT

it's funny how i don't want to share
someone who's not even mine

So I have a feeling that this year is going to suck...a lot.
Everything is so different now. I wish life had a rewind button and I could go back to last year. Last year was absolutely perfect. This year a lot of things have changed, especially some of my friendships. It seems like a lot of people have started to move on, and I feel like I'm being left in the dust. I expected this ever since...idk...elementary school, but now it's kind of hitting me in the face...and I'm just starting to realize it.
I know I've been complaining a lot lately...I think it's simply my way of letting things out. I don't think I've ever felt this way in my entire life. Seriously. People have asked me if anything is wrong, and I never feel like talking to them because I worry I'll get even MORE upset about things.
Dance is my life saver though. It's the only thing that keeps me sane. I love how I forget about everything when I'm at the studio...all the stress, all the anger. It's probably the best feeling in the world.
Ugh. This entry is so depressing. I'm gonna go now.

XOXO

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 18:03:42 GMT

I stole another one from Christine...

She's accepted the fact that
she and you will never be, but you
will always be the one who puts
butterflies in her stomach, no matter what

So this week has been...eh...kinda crappy. But it's better now! And I'm happy. At the end of it all, I realize that friends are ALWAYS going to be the most important to me. And talking about something does WAY more good than fighting about it and not talking to someone for 3 hours.

Dance started this week! YAY! Tuesday my muscles felt like someone had stretched them out. It was SO hard to sit down. lol. I felt like an idiot. Thursday was good though. I got to see everyone again! Our jazz/hip-hop routine is pretty...umm...sweet? lol.

Game last night. We lost...big. Our performance was better though, so that's good I guess. After that I went to the band party at Karis's. That was lots of fun. Then I spent the night at Michelle's. She made me a myspace! lol. I feel so cool now.

Today I'm just gonna chill. I'm pooped.

XOXO
Liliane - my new French name.

I miss summer...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 23:47:45 GMT

I stole this from Christine...

There are just certain people who aren't meant to fit in your life, no
matter how badly you think you
need them them to.

So true...

So school all this week! It's OK I guess...the first day was just stressful - my schedule was so screwed up.
1. ICL - with Bowen now
2. Algebra 2 - Steinberg
3. World History - Cote
4. Band - Kaufman
5. Biology - Marsh/Shaltry
6. French 1 - Vida
Cote is probably my worst teacher. She's so specific! I can't even explain. But a lot of my friends are in that class, so that's good. Steinberg is alright...so far. I've heard she gets worse. Oy. All of my other teachers are pretty good. I've been complaining a lot lately though, and I feel bad for the people who have to listen to it. Lots homework...I have a mini paper due tomorrow!! Good thing I already have it typed.

Friday was our first performance. Guard looked like crap...I'm sorry, but we did. I don't know why I care so much, but I just do I guess. Yesterday I went to the state game with Pat. That was fun, even though I felt like an idiot. lol. Dance starts tomorrow! I'm so excited! I'm probably gonna be really sore on Tuesday, but it's worth it.

XOXO

New song - Rooftops by Lost Prophets

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 23:13:07 GMT

So school sucks.

Except French.

That's all I have to say.

XOXO

Monday, September 04, 2006

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 19:31:00 GMT

"Let's get this game over with - I gotta pee!"

This weekend was absolutely amazing! On Saturday I went to the MSU game. Tyler and his friend came to the tailgate, and so did Kelly, her dad, grandpa, and cousin...so that was fun. The game was really boring. State played like crap but they won anyways. Later I went over to Michelle's for a bonfire...and Brian, Dave and Sasha came over for a little bit. That was fun. lol.
Yesterday I went to the Tigers game with Michelle. We got there at like, 2:30, which was kind of pointless since the game didn't start till 8...so we rode the People Mover all the way around downtown and then we ate at Chelis's. Michelle, Kelly, and I were jammin' to their sweet music. lol. And we discovered a new way to do the "mashed potato". haha. Then we walked around at the Jazz Festival for a little bit. Hmmm...we saw some interesting people there. lol. Then we went to the game...ROW 6, LEFT FIELD!! They were really good seats. Michelle and I were so close to catching a ball but the guy behind us did. If I hadn't turned around and screamed I probably would've caught it. lol. The Tigers ended up losing though...2-1. We got home at 1 and I spent the night at Michelle's. I'm trying so hard not to fall asleep today because if I do, I won't be able to fall asleep tonight. Which = not good. I can't believe in 12 hours or so I will be getting up to start my sophmore year...CRAZYNESS!!! This summer has gone by way too fast. It was probably one of the best I've ever had. Ok...pictures...

We're sweet...

Yeah, we got matching shirts...

XOXO

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 01:00:25 GMT

So football game tonight...35-7 Orchard Lake St. Mary's. It was kind of expected. Their nationally ranked...I mean, come on. lol. I saw a lot of people that I hadn't seen since school started, which was exciting...especially with one person in particular. hehe.

XOXO

Become
The Goo Goo Dolls

There's so much more about you that you never let them see
You turn away
But not to me
And I know how they tried to take you
Held you up and meant to break you down
But you can't be

For so long I tried to reach you
I know I'm almost there
I'm close enough for you to see

You've been hiding in the shadows
Have you forgotten how we used to dream
Let me remind you
The light doesn't blind you at all
It just helps you see
Can you see

Yeah you have become
Yeah you have become beautiful

And I can't be the stranger
That's been sleeping in your bed just
Turn around and come to me
I feel all the pain inside
And everything you been denied you feel
It's all you feel

You've been hiding in the shadows
Have you forgotten how we used to dream
Let me remind you
The light doesn't blind you at all
It helps you see
Can you see

Yeah you have become
Yeah you have become beautiful
Yeah you have become
Yeah you have become beautiful

Brush back your hair and look around you
Feeling like the truth has found you here
You're here with me
Let love become the mirror
With no fear where you're from
You have become beautiful