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Sunday, May 11, 2003

for once in my life, i have nothing... i'm miserable n lonely....beyond recovery...beyond salvation....why live if i dont feel like i exsist??

-last entry, last words, of a lonely boy and his miserable life....goodbye


Saturday, May 10, 2003

hi...soo bored right now...jus dl'in new music n gonna clean my room soon....then gotta get ready for varsity vball game...it's a county game so it shoudl be good....get to see one of the best players in the state....lol i jus wanna be like that guy n be all hardcore n go to penn. state....lol....i gotta go back lifting again...it's almost been a month...i'll be more dedicated lke before but it's jus been so much vball games n practices....well that's all....everyone come next sat for clifton tourney!!!!....plz!!...lol...lates


Friday, May 09, 2003

sup..played another vball game today...we won easily so yea...my shoulder is killing me, dunno why...grrr i don't feel like gettin an injury now!!!....hmm school was slow but towards the end pretty much chill....got to bug out 7th and 8th...my lab teacher wasn't here so i stressed for nothing....blah =\...don't you hate that...lol....well enough said about my life..lates


Wednesday, May 07, 2003

jus came home from walkin from chs...it was a nice night so decided to walk rather then bother anyone with a ride...got some things to think about along the way...some resolved problems but not all...i concluded that i'm a hopeless loser and i have to accept that....and that acceptance is the key to understanding...rather then making dumb answers to shitty things that come up in my life i should jus accept it and somehow i'll understand what had happend in the long run.....eh....this week has been the second week in the entire school year that i have thought of ending everything...what a shitty time at school....some person stole my 2 notebooks and my friend sweater from my locker....*sigh*... why would the want my notebook?? jus to piss me off and stress?? well they accomplish that....now i gotta make copies of notes from the 3rd and 4th semester...=\ thx to who ever did it...or maybe it was jus be being dumb n left it somewhere...who knows....any of those reasons are possible....well im off to do hw or something in that sort...lates


Monday, May 05, 2003

sup sup...today was gay as usually...nothing much to do except in lab where we disected a worm...lol it was kinda koo but shit stinked...eh...then went home n didn't have to go to prac...w00t! finally got a haircut, shit bout time too...it's really short but oh wellz don't have to do my hair in the morn. anymore...but in like 2-3 weeks i'll have my spikes back... well das about it...nothing major happenin....lates



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