Wow yet again it's been forever myspace i always said i wouldn't convert and yet i have. most of the people pn here are my friends on myspace so it all seems to work out. a lot has been happening in my life. I have begun to stand up and fight for myself, i will no longer be walked on. My heart which i had begun to open up and make vulnerable i have decided is better left looked away. I have every right to be bitter when i want to and to say how i feel and stand up for what i believe in and if people don't like that then fuck them. We are the up and coming generation and we can help this nation be more open minded and accepting of many different things. I am out and proud now. Yes i am a lesbian. you read it here. my parents know and everything although they don't agree with it they still respect and love me and that's all i can ask for. I now do drag shows as a king. My drag name is DJ Monet. My drag mother Mimi Monet has really taught me a lot and helped me to stand up for myself and speak up. I perform at a few clubs in Akron and had the oppurtunity to travel to warren, ohio and perform at the funky skunk.

.......and here are some icons that tell a story about me.........i still have yet to reach a happiness.......

am i not meant to be loved i mean i feel like the harder i try the more i keep screwing up and i don't know how to fix it. i mean friends that i thought were my friends and i really knew i'm finding i don't really even know them at all. they lead completely different lives then me outside of the time we hang out. i'm trying so hard to be that good role model older sis for my lil sis and it's so hard. I feel like i have so much anger but i have no where to vent it and i don;t know why i have so much anger in my body i keep trying to soul search to figure it out but i can't seem to get it

Megz