THIS IS A TIME TO REALIZE - Deeper than human ...

There are times when you think you know something. Others times when you are SURE you know something. Times when you can't even imagine any other explination. Then eventually, times of realization come when you realize just how gullable you've been with your own thoughts.

Such miraculous feelings. Now ... while it's no wonder why they say "While you are young, you know everything", I say, take this little piece of wizdom and put it to good use NOW. Who knows, this is perhaps already falling into the "knowing everything" catagory, but we should hope it is not. No one is saying by doing this, you REALLY REALLY know everything - this is definitely not the case. The point is to keep one's mind open and not be afraid to wait for the real answers. You have to be patient and not allow your mind and your gullibility make up "answers" that you eventually become satisfied with. You trust your own mind and instincts - why not? After all, it is YOU who you are most expected to trust.

So go ahead and splice your mental self into two: External Mind/Internal Mind. Just realize these two exists and they are not a single entity. You can call the internal mind your subconscious mind, or anything else you can think of, but the point is, you are the one in control of the borders.

Keep things in order!

FURTHER NO MORE! - Finally, this insanity may being to reverse.

Mcleans.ca - Preteen Temptresses Link
Fashion is abandoning the vixen; with luck our daughters will too

Quote: "A newspaper article detailed the phenomenon in middle schools, where so-called tweens, between 12 and 14, have somehow decided that it's cool, and risk-free, to offer sexual service to boys. As I write this column, I note that seven middle-schoolers in Pensacola, Fla., have just been suspended: a staff member stumbled across the two girls and five boys having oral sex in the school bathroom." ... read more

... what the heck?

BIG GIG 2 - Another has happened!

That's right, another bigger show at the University took place. Whoever wants to order a VHS of the event will have to send me an e-mail and I'll send it out as soon as possible :)

Anyway, I believe I attracted QUITE the crowd of people! Jesus. Seriously. I didn't realize how many people were there until I was done and sitting at the side while the rest of the fashion show was going on. Wow. I'm quite proud of myself actually for that :)

This time, my voice was perfectly fine. No cold like the last time. I belted out all of the songs perfectly and yeah. I had a fw mishaps, but they were completely minor. I played Radiohead, John Mayer, Incubus, Howie Day, and yeah .. it was fun. I actually played a solo acoustic version of "Paranoid Android" by Radiohead. Apparently it was pretty good even though it was just me playing with no solos, or anything other than my single acoustic guitar.

Anyway, just wanted to write this. It turned out pretty awesome. :) Herman, you saw it! Too bad no one else saw it! :) James ... you should have taken off school to play with me! :) Would have been good!

HISTORIC BIRTHDAY!!! - Not important, yet VERY important!

Today is January 22nd. I have now just turned 22. Isn't that amazing!?! Catch22 you could call it. Like the book/phrase. "Yet surely no one cares" you insist. While, that may be true, I would like to say I made real chocolate icecream today with real cream. Tomorrow, it's time for chocolate truffles. That should be amusing. The other day, I made two giant Kiwi Merrangue Rolls. Amazing. Let me tell you. ".................." That's what you say when you eat it because it's so amazing. Yeah. Alright. They turned out well I must say. James, you wanted to try some, and this time I may TWO at the same time. You missed out again. They're all gone yet again. I'll have to make some again for you. They're quite amazing. Truffles too. I should think they'll come out very nice.

USING TISSUE PAPER - I'm seriously curious ...

Who here can ACTUALLY blow their nose using a tissue without getting their snot all over their face, hands, and nose? If blowing hard, the tissue tears and ends up having you blowing into your fingers/hands. If you blow softly, then you might as well just be breathing through your nose. "In between" you ask? Sure, try that. Then feel free to wipe all the snot from your face MORE SO than if you'd have blown hard.

Anyway, I've tried a few times over the years here and there to blow my nose. I've realised that I can't. It's a good thing I never attempted such a feat during a class or something - I'd get snot all over my face.

So, as disgusting as this post may be, I'm seriously wondering, does anyone SERIOUSLY have the ability to use a tissue the way it was meant to be AND to use it efficiently? It seems like it's to be common knowledge. Even kids apparently know how to blow their noses. Why then, can I not? Clearly I'm an idiot because I can't blow my nose. Never have, never will.