youjia's singing makes me tear! that's bad that's bad, found something nice :) our tribe vid for yr of victory! rah, need to prepare my sharing for cell this friday!!! meeting up my beasts tmr :) can't wait. i'm workin alone tmr :( corrineeeeeee! hurry reply my sms, i neeeed to talk to you so badly manxxxxxxxx. okay bye.
i love sundays, i reaaaaallly love it, even when it's w/o you now! :D i'm glad it's like that, that shows i didnt go just for myme. hehe :) ahhhhh well, i was slightly late for sol but i made it just in time. got to talk to olie pretty a lot today & xiaoting, church friends are still the love. service was good, love worship songs today. sermon spoke to me a lot today. like totally hear God speaking & answering the questions i have these days. altar call was good, cos just at that moment when pastor melvyn called for altar call, my heart broke totally. it was a really heartbreak feeeeling, thanks cui for praying at the altar :) trained home with tribe ppl , as usual one word - fun. took ben's aerospace book to browse through & it just happened to be myme's . whoa, too much of a coincidence, & now i think whole tribe knows. die. heart - heart with corinne again at holland v. love to spend my time with her, cos it's so easy to be open with each other. gracia told me some heartbreaking news. ( hahaha ) just at the time when i was thinking 7 months, a long way man! not another round of ... yes, now this explains why we didnt see myme in church for so long. ahh well, feeeeling all sad, even worse den the previous one, cos like okay wadevr, but yessssssssss, i've to get over it haha. i neeed to grow more intimate with God, & i should just obey & move on. hur! tonight's gonnnna be over & i'll start afresh tmr :) hehe. hate this feeling, bb!
today's day past extraordinarily fast :) corrine's with me for work from now on & i thank God for answering my prayer. he answered my prayer of getting into a company with christian colleagues & yes, all of them are :) i like my job, i like my colleagues, i like the feeling of earning my own hard earned money :) talked to corrine pretty lots on the way there & esp bck home. & now i'm pondering a lot over what she said. maybe should just forget about myme, God gave me a word from proverbs, i've to obey instructions. God says it's not time, & he might not be the one just as yet :) myme's been missing & idk where he's beeeeen to. oh man, but well, i know i'm living my life for God, & i like the way how i'm building up my relationship with God now, & this year's is gonna be impt to me, i know that. jiejie's in hongkong now! she called bck & said she bought a lot of things back & i'm super super happy, esp my pretty bucket bag :D & many other stuffs! yayness. my dear yuka's in japan now :( miss her like shitzzzzz. our cell sent her off on friday! & we did stupid but yet cute stuffs in the airport. yuka has a pretty pair of eyebrows but we didnt go tgt as planned! but miss you yuks! :)
I'm back from tribe chalet! & i love every single moment of it! :) reaaaallly love these brothers & sisters in my spiritual family! gotta spend quality time with everyone of them & really glad to have bonded so much more with many different people! :) xiaoting! love to talk to you, & it's been so long since we'd really talked since like encounter camp 3 years bck?! jerome! thank you for the many times you were being so nice & i still like t read your book (: stress + speed is crazy with you & you're horrible in making me lose though you said you wanna be a gentleman :) sheng & jianwei! you 2 are so funnnyyyy! reallly thank God t have gotten t know you 2 much more than before! reaallly nice to talk to you 2 & playing the different games & all :) jeremy! you're super super mean & nice as before. hahahahhaa! stress + speed with you was also horrible cos you lied to me :( you said you're playing for the 1st & you owned me so badly can! but you've been nice too :) yingcong! the bus ride talk was super nice & you teaching me how to play bridge! nice time to have gotten known you better & we'll still rmb how you let the cat out of the bag on the bus! haha! & thks for the otahs :) all glady's girls that went! ( jess xt olie gina cui corrine ruth ) you all have been so nice & lovely throughout, glad t have known you all so much better & those times of fun tgt was reaaaallly goood :) our basketball game team, the librarians! hahahaha, bball was so fun with this group! & also the volleyball game & the WII games!!!! those that i've played with! reaaaally fun!!! we spent like alot of the time playing WII & now my whole body ache, esp my arms!!! reaally played wii like mad but i like it! hehe. & also the go fish&pig card games ppl! ( jeremy jerome cui olie sheng gina ) it was crazy & fun! esp with olie keep level-ing ! hahaha! solitude time was goood, cos God reaally spoke (: went for SOL 1 the whole thing again. this time with olie sheng jianwei & barn. it was nice, cos jw kept falling asleep in a funny way! & i'm going sol1 with olie from now on! during service i fell asleep for a while! better than jianwei he came & told me he slept throughout! the most power is he man! i'm so tired but all worth it! hardly catch any sleep during the chalet! 1st day slept only at 4+ 5 if i'm not wrong! HAHA! myme didnt come again & i'm veryyyyy sad! :( miss him mannnnnn, shittzzzzzz. work tmr, argh bye :(
