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The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, to kiss your forehead, and to be around you. Who wants to call you at night, to see you smile. But, what's better than that is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happy. You can't tell someone you love them
and then change your mind. that's not
how it works. once you love someone, you
always love them. isn't there a part
of you that thinks of him for no reason?
they'll always be in the back of your mind.
and no matter how much you love someone else,
you'll always love them too. 
I'm the one who left, I'm the one who pulled away.
So if I'm the one who ended,
why am I the one who misses it? Nobody understands how much I miss you, I miss how much we used to talk, & miss all the things we used to do. I try not to admit it to myself that I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you each day. I still think of you & I really do miss you. I would give up everything I have to be everything we're not. We fall like shooting stars and autumn leaves
Staying up later than the streetlights,
Promising what never could be.
I cant be anything without you
I cant be anything without you by my side.   
  
  
  
Quotes credit to: wys_quotography. Enjoy. Comment. Subscribe.
Bailey Jean | | |
| Past the Point of No ReturnOkay, so forget the "site format changes". It's much too much to keep up with and track of doing it the exact same way every time. So I'll just post. Whenever and however I want. I'm going to work on the whenever being daily to every other day. The updates will range in size and content and I do hope to see some feedback to know this is not in vain. I had 500+ views in a matter of four days, but one comment and two subs? Doesn't quite add up. But that's the low down. Now for the update:   
  
You were like a brother to me. I will miss our conversations, & although I still have much to discuss with you, I suppose I will find the answers on my own. I promise to take care of the people you loved. I will make things right. I never thought this day would come, at least not in this point of my life. I still sit in disbelief that you are now gone. I am not quite sure what I will do without your guidance; as brothers we have learned a lot from each other. I am happy that a part of you will still guide the way for me. You will never be forgotten, rest in peace knowing that & one day I'll be able to rest in peace knowing that I am not alone. 
Rachel Bilson + Hayden Christensen = Most Adorable Couple EVER.
At the oral surgeon's office Tuesday I was reading in the March edition of Cosmo Girl I think about Miss Bilson and I do have to say these two are beyond words adorable. She didn't give too many details about it but during the CG take, Hayden came and had lunch with her on her break and ah, I just can't explain how adorable those two are. Nice choice, Rach!   
  
  
I don't ever want to take you for granted. I don't ever want to forget what it was like before you or how it would be without you. I don't ever want to forget our first kiss or our last touch, or let a day go by without telling you how much you mean to me, how deeply I love you, & how much I need you. I don't ever want you to doubt the way I feel or how much happier I am because of you. 
I've always wanted to be with you. I was just afraid that you would get tired of me. I wasn't sure I could handle losing you. Then I realized that I would rather spend five minutes with you than a lifetime without you.
  
  
   Love, for me, is only a mythical feeling
that exists only on paper. I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, & if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something, too. All I ask, please, is that you just don't dismiss that & try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. There isn't another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, & I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there; between you & me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are & what you've meant to me.
   Happy Late Valentines Day!
And for those single people like me: Happy S.A.D.!
A definite oxymoron right there.
Single's Awareness Day.
Wohoo! Bailey Jean | | |
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february sixth 2008 New look to the site, can't you tell? I'm really excited about it. I'm going to do my best to update once or twice a week. Quotes, icons, graphics, perhaps I'll slip in a question or two, and even a movie/book suggestion or review. In the reviews/suggestions there is going to be a slide called EJ* or ExtraJuice*, giving interesting or little known facts about the movie, book, artist, etc. Let me know what you'd like to see and I'll try to work it in. Oh, and submit a quote and in it goes.
Enjoy.   
oo1.]
The tough thing about following your
heart is that people forget to mention
that sometimes the heart takes you
to places you shouldn't be. Places that
are scary as they are exciting, & as
dangerous as they are alluring.
Sometimes your heart cannot take you
to places that lead to happy endings.
That's not even the difficult part;
the difficult part is when you follow
your heart, you leave normal; you go
into the unknown & once you do,
you can never go back.
  
oo2.]
And even Shakespeare
couldn't describe how she
felt every time their eyes met. oo3.]
Remember when you used
to sing to me on the phone?
You weren't that good,
but I admit I still kinda miss it.
oo4.]
I made the mistake of choosing
not to be with you, & now if have to
live with the fact that you moved on,
and that I broke my own heart.
  
oo5.]
And nobody knows that I still
fall asleep thinking about you.
oo6.]
Isn't it funny how relationships work?
One day you look around & he's gone.
Then you realize the only logical
explanation was that you two were
growing apart, when the whole time
you thought you were growing together.
   oo7.]
I swore I'd never love again;
I swore my heart would never mend.
I said love wasn't worth the pain,
but then I heard it call my name.
oo8.]
We aren't even going out yet,
but why does it seem like we are
already together? We fight, we get jealous,
we care, but where's the together part?
   oo9.]
Today I pray that my plane will crash,
so you'd hear the news and you'd think
of me as much as I've thought of you. o10.]
It's the little things you do that
matter most to me. So the tiniest
things you do with her, who isn't
even your girl, the smallest things
you don't even realize go on,
are the things I notice most
and the things that I'm jealous of. o11.]
We're freezing cold & soaking wet,
but you call me beautiful and
the rain washes everyone else way.   
o12.]
When I hear a song about
a boy and girl on a date,
I think about you and
hope that one day,
I'll be able to relate. o13.]
You're so easy to figure out;
I can read you like a book.
But I'm not the princess
in your fairytale fantasy.   
o14.]
GIRL: What do you want to be when you grow up?
BOY: Your husband. o15.]
I hate her for making you do this to me; I just want things to stay the same. What we have is rare and I just don't want it to change because of her, she's going to ruin everything. I know I'm selfish, but I just want you all to myself. It has always been us, only us, we were two peas in a pod. I don't know, I guess I want you to be happy, but what am I to say in this? No matter what you decide, you know I'll always love you.
  
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