im making a new xange its bein gay!

NEW XANGA IS   www.xanga.com/xnoxdramax

WOW HOLY HELL!!! I HAVENT WRITTEN IN HERE IN FOREVER!!!!

SOO I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL!! HAVE YOU MISSED ME???

aARON AND I ARE JUST WONDERFUL..YES WERE STILL TOGETHER. HES AMAZING

I LOVE ALL OF THE COMMENTS KEEP LEAVIN ME THEM.

 MY COMP AT HOME IS GAY SO IM AT SCHOOL.. MY DONT WORRY MY COMPS GETTING FIXED!!! YEAAAAAA!

AARONS BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY! IM SOO EXCITED AND IMN GETTING MY HAIR DONE ON SAT. THEN THE USHER CONSERT IS ON SUNDAY!!! I CANT WAIT THIS WEEKEND IS GOIN TO ROCK!

WELL KEEP ON LEAVING ME COMMENTS! I LOVE YOU

BYE MY FELLOW LOVERS

well.. things are gettin better i guess. not really but hey ne who.. aaron is grounded sorta, cant talk on the phone till friday. This reallllyt BLOWS! Hes really the only person i talk to on the phone. Im startin to talk to other people more but i dunno..

I have NO IDEA what im doin this weekend! I think that sat i am goin to hang out with Elora and then friday i have absolutely no clue.

I really want to see aaron this weekend. Hes goin to his dads. yup sucks ass! But what can ya do... nothing

tears stroll down the face of one
to the top of the lips where the saltyness is tasted
not sure why the tears are coming so abruptly
hopin to find out
exstinguishing the flame
the burning torture inside
to a cooling, but yet disrupted place
an unxplainable place
a place never sense, never heard, never touch
almost imaginary
emptiness
no where to turn
no where..

intersting

well humm.. i was just thinkin.. Bestfriends. It feels as if i have no bestfriend. well aaron. hes the only thing i really have.. but when im pissed off at him.. where do i turn to, who do i run to. There are so many things people just dont know about me. Sometimes i wish that there was someone else i could confide in. When im not with aaron i wish there was someone else i could be with.. All of the bestfriends i had  either seem to be taken away or just not iterested.. i dunno. Dont really know whats wrong with me. I think that this gloomy day is getting to me... ehh..

sometimes i feel soo alone, so desolate

AARON GETS OUT TOMORROW...at like 7 pm but ohh man im soo happy! i cant wait. I've been bouncin off the walls just waitin for him..

i havent too much to say.. im boring lol

i hung out with Chanel on friday! ohh gosh we laughed for hours lol.. and her cusin ohh man hes sexy! lol

Well i really miss shay.. havent hung out with her in a while..its sux

IM SOO EXCITED!