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i'm getting an electric guitar soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EE! happy! omg i can't wait! yesterday my stepdad took me to herreids and i have to pick black or red i think im gonna pick red. but yea anyways my guitar lesson is today so i am supposed to ask demian if the squire guitar and package thing i think im going to get is good to get or if i should get something else! oh i can't wait though. and then field hockey started. yea yesterday. it was stupid yesterday though. i mean, jeez. we were waiting for an hour for nothing. we just signed up and waited some more and then finally we got to leave. so yea its this thursday from 3:30 to 5:30. it will be fun i think. i hope so at least. even though marissa isn't doing it now. thats sad. but hey i have lindsay. well, im going to go watch music videos now because that is just appealing to me. so i'll write back later.

well umm HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO YOU! so yes i decided to update just so say that. i hope you all are having a good day! i am, i guess, i mean not bad, not GOOD either, just...boring. ive just been cleaning my room and playing video games all day long, marisela MIGHT come over but she must call me back. hopefully if she cant today then tomorrow, im just so bored. im sick of video games right now, and i can't clean anymore, and hardly anyone is online, sooo yea bored bored bored bored bored bored bored. i was supposed to babysit today, but i really don't want to because 1) im just not feeling too great, and 2) well who really wants to babysit? i dunno im tired.

i want to play poker. i played for the first time last night against my dad who actually knows how to play and stuff and i still beat him. it was funny. i didn't know exactly what i was doing or if i had a good hand or not but i guess i did because i won, 2 times. i got ALL the mnms. hah. MnM's. fun stuff.

wow it's been like a week since ive written anything. well lets see, in the past week my uncle has been here and left but  i bet you already knew that, last sunday was the superbowl/birthday party thing i had to go to for my stepdad and our family friend steve erwin, no not steve irwin the crocodile guy, they just have the same name! ironic no? well yea it was really fun because mike got to go, luckily he did because otherwise i really woul dhave been the only one there under 20, and there were lots of people but yea it was pretty fun, then the next day at school i got to leave early to take my uncle back to the airport and on our way there we stopped at this really cool candy place and i got sooooooo much candy! its my new favorite place. too bad its not in chico. if it was in chico they would make millions, really. anyways, ummm i have a new hair style. yea its pretty cool. i found out something about my friend and i dont believe that he means it but hes like "rhylie i dont know why you won't believe me" its CRAZY though! really it is. anyways, yea, that was very odd, crazy to hear but it is nice to say it but it is really insane and i don't believe it either. ANYWHO. my uncle. is so. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEE! happiness! you knwo WHY happiness?! you don't know! becuase i haven't told yiou yet  but i am going to..right about now. HAPPINESS because he bought 3 tickets to the A PERFECT CIRCLE CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT! yea so 1 ticket for me, 1 ticket for my stepdad, and one more ticket for a friend i get to bring!!!!!EEEE!! i don't know who im going to bring though. that is a tuffy. but the concert is not until march 31st so i have PLENTY of time to decide. RIGHT? correct. yes. AHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA i am just so happy about that!

okay okay....other stuf... marisela was supposed to stay the night last night but she got home late from Stockton, then she was supposed to stay the night this night, i mean tonight, BUT i feel bad because she is really sick , like 102.5 fever, throwing up even though she cant eat anything, and so yea she has to go to the DR, that really sucks, i wish she could come over though but oh well, hopefully she'll feel better.

and me welli have a bit of a cold. its annoying. runny/stuff nose, some sneezing and coughing, nothing bad though. just annoying. and so i took this stuff to cure it but it kinda makes me drowsy, and im drinking a rockstar energy drink that makes you all hyper. so mix drowsy and hyper together and its weird. my body like doesn't know what to do so one minute im hyper, then im tired, then hyper, then tired, etc.etc.etc. i wish i could be just hyper or something! but you can't always get what you wish for, if you did that would be kinda crazy. because if everyone got what they wished for when they wanted then the world would be complete chaos and we probably would only be alive for 1 second at the most before we all died. yea. so its not such a bad thing that you don't always get what you wish for. yup. so this friday tyler said hes going to give me what he got me for valentines day. i swear the whole school knows but not me, geez usually people would like blab it and you would think tha ti would find out somehow but i haven't. how is everyone so ..... quiet about it? all they say is omg rhylie you are so lucky and i can't believe it are you serious and stuff and i have no idea. its really crazy. i just wish i could get him something as good but i don't think that's going to happen, because people that know say it won't like marissa and marisela and everyone else and i believe them but i just wish you know but anyways. yea.....

i felt all special the other night. because i got home kinda late on friday because i got my hair done(hehehe i got taken out of school early to get it done too )and then afterwards i came home for a bit and it was justl ike 3 and then we went to my mom's friends house and then we went out to dinner with her and when i got home i had 3 messages! i never even get 1!but i got 3! and right as i was about to play them kyle called, and we talked for a bit and then tyler called but i couldn't talk i had to call him back because kyle needed to talk, and then right after i hung up with kyle i really needed to call marissa and then we were talking and kyle called again and so i talked to him for like the rest of the time, and we were talking about spiders and stuff and so then i had a hard time sleeping but oh well thats what happens when you have aracknophobia and you talk about spiders before you sleep. but yea it was fun.

im leaving now.

so my awesome uncle is up here this weekend i got to leave school early on friday to pick him up at the airport, that was cool. ummm...lets see here.....yea its fun im just really tired right now im gonna go to bed once i am done with this. my uncle got me a distillers shirt which is sooo awesome i'll have to take a pic of it and put it on here or something, its the coolest shirt! i love it. so yea umm tomorrow! big double birthday party for garry and steve, that will be fun, except i do believe that i will be the only teenager there......interesting. anywho, i talked to tyler today. he was like "so are you excited for valentines day" and i said "uh, no not really" and he said "well i am!" and ia sked "why" and he said "it's a surprise".....he has some sort of surprise planned, and he won't tell me, he almost did, but then i heard mike in the background saying "Tyler! no! don't tell her anything, seriously just wait don't tell her anything"   and that is a good thing but also a bad thing. you see when it comes to surprises i want to know sooooo bad but then another part of me does NOT want to know at all, so i have mixed feelings about surprises, but tyler says its the best thing anyone could get anyone...soo...umm....well i kinda really wish these days would go by a bit FASTER you know...they just go so so so slow.....13 days. frick. ah well i'll live!  i just have no idea what he could possibly be planning! not one clue. usually i would have just even the slightest idea....but no...not this time. crap. but yea...so i still have to get Tyler somethign but i just can't think, i mean geez, what the hell do you get a guy for valentines day? girls are easy to shop for, anything really would be fine, but guys...nooo...waaayyy to difficult. extremely difficult. AH! well if you have any ideas please tell me, i fear i have bad ideas.

so yup im tired. reallyyyy tired.........heeyyy i discovered a new band that i like, kinda, yea, called Collide. pretty cool sounding....yea. soooooo umm..... sweet dreams.......to you.....if its nightime while you are reading...or i fyoure gonna take a nap....or...whatever...sure....