I
am willing to trust. I know that to the degree I am willing to give up
my search for a healthy love relationship, I can have it. I know I can
have whatever I am ready and willing to receive. Individual receptivity
is everything. Without it, nothing changes. With it, all things are
possible. I no longer insist upon my choice.
I know that the
only thing I lose when I let go of something I am afraid to live
without, is the fear itself. I am stronger than anything that frightens
me!
I let go of the past, and I am free to think clearly and positively in the present. I am not my past.
Letting
go is the natural release which always follows the realisation that
holding on is an energy drain and it hurts. Letting go happens
effortlessly when there is no other choice. Letting go does not mean
giving up.
Letting go is a journey that never ends. Never. It
only begins -- over and over again -- each time I can glimpse something
higher than my own painful certainty over who I think I am. There is
always something higher; a life beyond the limits of my present sight.
To
see what is farther I must be willing to lift my eyes from their
present point of focus. Release always follows revelation and real
revelation is always a glimpse of something that was only just out of
sight.
I know that stress in my love relationship exists because I insist! What I resist, persists. I am tied to whatever I avoid.
It
is a mistaken belief that I must push my love relationship in the
direction I choose that keeps me in a strained and unhappy relationship
with it. Reality has its own effortless course, and I can either
embrace its way or struggle endlessly with mine.
I
let go of that part of myself that is certain it is better to suffer
and feel like someone than it is to just let go and quietly be no one.
I give birth to a new me that never has to hold on to anything because
it is already everything.
I dare to walk away from all of the
familiar but useless mental and emotional relationships that give me a
temporary but unsatisfactory sense of self. My true identity is calling
me and to hear it I must be willing to endure, for as long as
necessary, the fear of self-uncertainty.
This form of seeming
self-abandonment eventually turns into my greatest pleasure as it
becomes increasingly evident that the only thing certain about fear is
that it will always compromise me. When it comes to who I really am,
there is no compromise.
Let go of the past. The past is
yesterday. It is irretrievable. When you relate to the past, you relate
to no one or any thing. You are literally talking to yourself. No one
else is listening. You have already heard all you have to say about
that, so, let go.
"You cannot
really not let go what has already gone. It must be, therefore, that
you are maintaining the illusion that it has not gone because you think
it serves some purpose that you want fulfilled."
It is
certifiable insanity to conjure up your own reality based on the past
and relate to it, rather than to relate to the present which is the
only reality.
I say goodbye to the past and hello to the present.
I
am enthusiastic about who I am becoming! I know that no one sincerely
asks for a new life until they are thoroughly dissatisfied with the old
one. I am and I let go. When I allow myself to let go of what is old, I
stay true to what is new.
I believe that as with all insight,
higher understanding itself contains not only the instructions I must
follow, but the strength I will need to carry them out.
Starting
life over again is the key to a new me. I see the beauty and
significance of starting over - over and over and over. Every present
moment is always new and new is always right now! The new dies to the
ever-new in an endless celebration of Life.
This is it!
I live in the present. I never let the past dictate the direction of the present moment. I give my best to my endeavors.
What lies ahead for me can only be good.
True peace and harmony are a part of who I am.
I
have come to the realisation that what is possible for me to become
only truly changes when I am willing to see what is impossible for me
to continue being.
My true nature is already fully independent and flying freely. I have found my wings.
godzhitman
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- Name: DJ Normz
- Country: Australia
- Metro: Melbourne
- Birthday: 4/8/1980
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 6/19/2003
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