sigh. everything has been a blur again. i'm so confused and everything isn't going my way. seriously i don't kow what i should do. cause in the end either everyone would be happy or it'll end up in sadness. so i'm just going to wait and see. hopefully i'll get the answer soon and know whats the best thing i should do. ):  i missed dance today cause i didn't feel too good. had a headache and felt like puking all the way. it was such a bad day for me. no words can describe it. i took the wrong bus after coming out of school and only had money for one bus haha. so you can guess what i had to do from holland v cause i had no money left in my wallet. haha. and i was sick all the way. nice shit la. haaha. reached home and realised no one was home so i had to wait until my parents came home which was like long. haha. oh well. school isn't as great as i thought it'll be but oh well. hahah.

i have to go and eat dinner now cause someone is bugging me to. haha. (: so enough of the ramblings for now. i'll come back later. haha. as long as my work pile doesn't pile up i'll be blogging more often. hopefully. (: bye bye.

i feel the stress of jc life. haha. ok not that bad yet but i'm just stressing myself out cause theres so much dance and work and what not. so yeah  i miss MG like mad. i know i should stop saying that but i really do. haha. everything was so easy going and yeah. and i miss schooling with hannah and shan cause i miss your retarded moments like vogue-ing and shan's singing. haha. i miss baba too. ok i shall stop reminiscing. ): sigh. i know i'm adapting but i still miss it. its like my life is being fast forwarded and new stuff keep adding in. like a new school life and a new cca and new people. its definitelty out of my comfort zone but hopefully i'll be ok. i'm just not used to so many new things being thrown at me all at once. maybe because i've been in mg all my life. ok not really like say about ten years thats like more than half my life now that i'm only 17. and its been the same environment all these years.

so first day of school each year wasn't really first day of school since we kinda know each other already just need to know each other better. but now its really first day of school where you can walk around the campus and not know where your classes are and just walking aimlessly to your destination occasionally seeing a few familiar faces. other than that everything else is just a blur. basically i miss my old life but i know i have to move on so yeah. stress here i come. haha. ok whatever. i'm just being really emo cause its a rainy day and i'm actually drinking a hot drink and typing like how it is in all those novels when its raining. haha. ok enough of emo-ing i shall go get ready for tuition. haha. bye! (:

i feel the stress of jc life. haha. ok not that bad yet but i'm just stressing myself out cause theres so much dance and work and what not. so yeah  i miss MG like mad. i know i should stop saying that but i really do. haha. everything was so easy going and yeah. and i miss schooling with hannah and shan cause i miss your retarded moments like vogue-ing and shan's singing. haha. i miss baba too. ok i shall stop reminiscing. ): sigh. i know i'm adapting but i still miss it. its like my life is being fast forwarded and new stuff keep adding in. like a new school life and a new cca and new people. its definitelty out of my comfort zone but hopefully i'll be ok. i'm just not used to so many new things being thrown at me all at once. maybe because i've been in mg all my life. ok not really like say about ten years thats like more than half my life now that i'm only 17. and its been the same environment all these years.

so first day of school each year wasn't really first day of school since we kinda know each other already just need to know each other better. but now its really first day of school where you can walk around the campus and not know where your classes are and just walking aimlessly to your destination occasionally seeing a few familiar faces. other than that everything else is just a blur. basically i miss my old life but i know i have to move on so yeah. stress here i come. haha. ok whatever. i'm just being really emo cause its a rainy day and i'm actually drinking a hot drink and typing like how it is in all those novels when its raining. haha. ok enough of emo-ing i shall go get ready for tuition. haha. bye! (:

SEXY SEVENTEEN! (:

  so yesterday was my 17th birthday celebration. haha. it was so fun! from wrestling in the swimming pool to playing at the playground and the BBQ! thanks you guys for making my birthday so wonderful! oh and my parents were a big help too cause they did most of the cooking. haha. and speaking of fun i think i had too much since thurs cause i haven't touched my work since then. oh shit. and i don't feel like doing anymore math or econs even though i know i must! ): well i have math tuition in an hour.. hopefully that'll get me back to the studying mood. haha. i shall make an oath....

I, Vanessa Leung shall study hard for the rest of the 2 years that i have in ACJC

and get really really really good grades in the upcoming A Levels. i shall not play

too much, shop to much and talk on the phone too much because the time i take to

do all that will affect my studies. so i shall become a nerd and a really dull person

from now on.(:

hahaha. as if. i mean i'll try to stick to it as much as possible but i don't think i can fully commit to that. theres no signature so yeah. haha. oh well. i still have

1. econs
2. math
3. Gp package
4. 2 articles for china studies

to finish oh well. i shall finish it and get done with it. its not that much cause its only a bit left. go sa go! you can do it. ok anyway here are some pics from yesterday! bye bye!

happy birthday to me. (:

SMILE! (:

LANA CAKE is the best! slurrp! (:

all the guys! (:

 all the girls! (:

hannah, me, cheryl and shan! <3

wet, wetter, wettest!

the drilling is killing me. gosh. you have no idea how brilliant my neighbours are. yeah! they decided to renovate their whole house when the march holidays just started. wow! like its actually the period of time i can actually sleep in but no.. the drilling starts at 930 every morning. their the smartest people i have ever met! i can't even study properly cause the drilling echoes all around my house since they just live above me and they only stop at twelve for lunch. resuming the same routine at one again. sigh.

so i'm chased out of the house by the noise and i reluctantly went to the pool side to study. it was so cold there cause its like an open space and i forgot my jacket so i was freezing and studying econs at the same time... not a good idea. well at least i got used to the cold and managed to get a bit of work done. some econs and math. oh well i hope the weather's better on my birthday or else it won't be a pool party after all. we can guitar hero all the way until the bbq! haha. wet weather plan would come in handy. (:

guitar hero is the best game ever! haha. i'm hooked onto it. but i suck using the guitar its like i'm having spasms while playing cause i can't coordinate my fingers properly. my brother on the other hand got the hang of it like after 3 tries. i swear i think its cause he always plays like video games. boys fingers are traind to coordinate well. hahah. even alex managed to play after he tried it for the first time. shit. i really suck. oh well. i shall train. haha. that sounds so dumb. but oh well. go sa go! i shall be a champion at guitar hero. haha. i'm freezing my butt of at the com cause its near the open window so i think i shall get off now.

bye bye! (: