| way too long since ive updated. i swear. facebook has taken me over! anyways..i had a great bithday thanks to all u! I LOVE U GUYS!! i cant belv the play is finally over!! and that im 17!!!!!!!!! gahhhhhhh!!! last night was most interesting....lol. i never thot the burmese police wud be on my bak for something! hahhaha. |
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| BEIJING ON THE 13TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I GET TO SEE MY JULES!!!! CANT WAIT!!!! |
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| it has been way too long...
too much has happened
not enough has happened
too filled with emotion
and yet still void
i wish explain everything
but i want no one to know
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| the emptiness has returned.
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| emptyi constantly find myself with nothing profound to say. i read these blogs of people expressing words of deep thoughts and emotions and i find myself void of such descriptions. words used to come to me like that. without grasping for the perfect way to say something. i dont know if its wether the things going on in my head are more complex..or if my bogus english teeacher has ruined my flare to write with passion. whatever it is....i want to be able to say things i used to..open, delibrate, groundbreaking if u will. on the lighter hand i got myself a haircut today..and im still not sure if i love it. i guess i just need to get used to it. tell me how it looks! be honest!  
dont ask me what i was doing with my hand..i have nooo idea |
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