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its how she lives...loving all the wrong people and wishing all the wrong things tearstained cheeks are her style & a broken heart worn on her sleeve is nothing new cause everone knows shes tired of not being able to breathe her big fake smiles and laughs...but she feels almost perfect. shes not super model matierial. she has no special talents...but she loves another with everything shes got. & in the end thats all that really
m a t t e r s
Shestrikesapose
&& dies inside; no one knows she's a
BEAUTiFUL SUIDiDE* </3
beautiful girl with gorgeous eyes
a hidden world of hurt and lies
its hard for her to even realize
love isnt all about butterflies..
behind her laughs and giggles
behind her eyes that glow
theres somthing that hides
&& will never show
&& shes aftraid of being alone
aftraid of being left behind
she doesnt know what to do
when all the tears fill her eyes
she knows you will leave her one day
for someone better
but she wants you to know
her love for you is forever
one broken heart
one lets be friends
can cause a girl to give up hope
and never love again
someone asked me
"if you had one wish, what would it be?"
i smiled, looked at you
and imediatly knew the answer..
"to be in his arms forever."
he looked at me wth those
[e Y e S]
and my heart
[m E l T e D]
you cant tell me thats not real
cuz i [f E l T i T]
you go then ill forget you.
when you are gone i wont miss you.
im sorry thats the way i learned to deal
with a broken heart and broken promises.
iF yOu cAnT HaNdLe mE aT my ((wOrSt))
tHeN yOu dOnT dEsErVe mE aT mY ((bEsT))
he dont know how much i need him
he dont know id fall apart
without his kiss
without his touch
without his faithful loving arms
he dont know that its all about him
he dont know i cant live without him
hes my world hes my everying.
>>> in the end lifes, lifes all about
[ broken hearts ]
( lessons learned )
&& the { memories }
that are made
&& im gonna lovey ou like nobody loves you
& ill earn your memories in making memories of us
we used to be able to talk about everything,
but now its impossible to even start a decent converstation with you.
we cant deny, things have changed. & we have grown apart.
and you have to face the fact that i will no longer be there every single time you need me.
the truth is what it is,
& that is i do not have anymore respect for you as an individual.
now, you are just another face in the crowd.
when you tell someone somthing bad about yourself,
you're scared they wont love you anymore,
but then to your surprise
not only do they still love you,
they love you even more. <3
see those lights up in the sky?
they u s e d to live in your eyes
somthings s i c k
somthings w r o n g
all our promises are gone
dont be surprised if i cant look at you in the face when we talk...
its only cuz it hurts to look at somthing i want so bad
but i know i cant have
got a problem with me?
SOLVE iT
think im trippin?
TiE MY SHOES
cant stand me?
SiT DOWN
cant face me?
THEN TURN THE FUCK AROUND
Torn && Tattered
Abused && Flattered
Cruely (( Shattered))
my eyes are sore from crying
my heart broken in two
to find a boy just like him
my chances are so few
i long to hear his voice
i long to feel his touch
his gentle lips on mine again
is all what i miss so much
she was happier then ever
lying there in his arms
her fingers linked with his
shel ooked deep into his eyes and wispered
"perfect fit"
then he kissed her they were completely in love
....and then she woke up.
lets keep this short and sweet
because underneath
we are everything each other needs
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a best friend is the one who can look at you
& you will have the biggest smile on your face
& she will know there is something wrong
memories last forever, never do they die
true friends stay together & never say goodbye
friends forever you and me
you brought a friend
&& then there were three
we started our group
our circle of friends
&& like that circle
no beggining or end.
a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand
&& touches your heart
a best friend is the person
who will sleep with the phone under their pillow,
incase you wake up in hte middle of the night
crying because everythings all wrong with your life right now
but shes there to talk, to make things seem better again
those times will never be forgotten
a friend is 1 in 5
a good friend is 1 in 50
but a best friend is 1 in a lifetime
a shoulder to cry, an ear to bend, money to borrow,
clothes to lend, friday night hangouts, afternoon walks,
2am phone calls, private talks,
memeories toghether will never end,
always and forever best friends
friends are like stars, they come and go..
but the ones that stay are the ones that glow
more quotes later
gotta go on a walk!
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i am who i am & if you ahve a problem with that
learn to love people for who they are
not for who you want them to be
we talk for hours on the phone
each others houses are our second homes
its something true that will never end
thats while we'll always be best friends
i look at pictures of the past,
thinking of how the years went by so fast
the dances, the parties, the jokes, the laughs,
the shoulders to cry on, & cute photos,
the people i've known since way back
when the new kids came every now & then.
the friendships you make come & go,
but there's always those few you'll always know.
now as we go our sperate ways,
i know i'll remeber those days..
i love you so baby..
just grab my hand, hold me tighter
and act like no ones watching <3
force a smile & blink away the tears.
im supposed to be stong, supposed to have no fears.
but im finding it hard not not frown.
im such a strong person...
why am i breaking down?
ever had one of those days wehre nothing goes wrong..
&& you still feel like you hate the world?
people may never see what i see in you
&& thats perfectly fine with me.
i never know what to say to you when you ask me whats wrong.
i mean how can i tell you
that you're al taht i want
&& knowing that i can never have you
tears me apart
sometimes your closest friends
end up hurting you more
then your worst enemies ever could
after awhile,
you learn the difference between holding hands & falling in love,
you begin to learn that kisses dont always mean something,
promises can be broken as quickly as they are made,
&& sometimes goodbyes really are forever.
&& i miss your hugs,
how you help me tight when i was scared,
i miss how you wiped away all of my tears,
& no matter how bad things got, you were strong
but most of all i miss how you help me up
& made me laugh through it all
she hold it all in as she walks down the long hallway,
as they all stop & give her sympathetic looks..
but she doesnt want sympathy, she wants out
 call me a slut,
call me a whore,
call me whatever
i've heard it before
say want you want
you wont see me cry
cuz i know what you say
is all a stupid lie.
im the kind of girl
who is constantly making mistakes
& having them shoved in her face.
you're not friends because you sit together at the lunch table, talk on the phone, have matching flip flops, or can recite each others wardrobe. when she smiles , a grin forces itself across your face no matter how angry you are. when she cries, instantly you feel her pain, and wnat to cry with her. when you look her in the eye, you know theres no one you could ever trust more, regardless of how many broken hearts you've had.
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remove those " i want you to like me"
stickers from your forehead
&& instead place them where they will truely do the most good..
on your mirror
yeah she hates it. but she'll live with it
&& yeah it bothers her. but she'll ignore you.
because she's done with your bullshit & lies.
you should have opened your eyes
because that girl was crazy for you </3
&& one tug on her sleeve
reveals her whole past
in cuts & scars
i wanna do exactly what you did to me,
lead you on, make you fall for me
&& then just....
let you go...
dont let anyone ever make you feel like
you dont deserve what you want.
&& there she goes again falling for the one boy
she swore she would never fall for again.
&& everytime you feel her touch...
i p r a y t o g o d i t s n o t e n o u g h
just one more thing before you leave...
dont forever to remember me.
im not sure what scares me more,
that you well never start loving me
or that i will never stop loving you.
if one day you realize we havent talked in a while..
its not because im mad at you,
its because you have
{ pushed me so far}
how long can you pretend to be perfectly happy
before someone starts to notice?
tidal waves
THEY RIP FIGHT THROUGH ME
tears
FROM EYES WORN COLD AND SAD
pick me up now
I NEED YOU SO BAD
&& thats always the person you want
that you're better off without
but the struggles make you stronger
&& the changes make you wise
&& happiness has its own way
of taking its sweet time.
babyYOUcould
H A V E * M E * i N * A * H E A R T B E A T
- - - >> & you know it
im staring at your photograph..
remembering each moment you made me laugh.
i n e v e r thought it would end this way.
that i'd still be * missing * you this very day. </3
& i'll smile & you'll wave
& we'll pretend that its okay
im falling for memories of you & me
and what we used to be.
im trying to look past..
the guy who gave me butterflies
the guy who made me cry
the guy who held my hand & didnt feel a thing
the guy who lied
the guy who cheated
the guy who didnt care
the guy who i'd think about all night & got no sleep for
the guy who said he loved me
& didnt mean it. </3
we'd never know whats wrong without pain
sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing
are all the same
i dont think you understand
how hard it is to talk to you us " just a friend"
i wanna tell you how much you mean to me
but i just [ n e v e r c a n]
&& if only you knew bad you hurt me..
you wouldnt be pretending that we are still friends
&& its really hard to fight for what you want
when you're not even sure what you want
in the first place
i try so hard to hate you and i cant
i try so hard to forget you but my heart wont let me
i try to forget everything that happened but it doesnt work like that
i try to forget what you did and that will never happen
i try to tell myself to just foret it all but i dont listen
&& im looking for the courage to move on..
and say goodbye to everything.
no im broken and im faded..im h a l f
the girl i thought i would be
but you can have whats left of me.
another poem, another line
another girl pretending shes fine
another hour another day
she just wishes she could get away
another heartbreak another tear
another excuse she doesnt wanna hear
another paper another pen
she writes that she wants to be strong again
another story another line
another night she will cry
another band another song
other day passed..slowly gone
&& eveynight i think to myself...
dont mess this up, he's all you've ever wanted.
please dont get me wrong..
because i'll never let this go,
but i cant find the words to tell you
i dont wanna be alone
but now i feel like i dont even know you.
&& there will always be that one memory
you would do anything to have again,
&& that one feeling..
that never seems to disappear
the first time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever..
no matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away.
if you see me walking with someone else,
its not because i love them,
its because you werent there to walk beside me.
if i fall in love with someone else,
its not because i wanted to,
its because you were never there to catch me.
hes the kind of guy
that makes you love your name..
just because of the way he says it
you'd never guess a girl
so happy on the outside
is breaking down on the inside.
a girl who laughs her head off everyday in school
you'd never guess shes covering up
a million tears behind her smile.
&& i im scared no one will ever want to waste their love on me.
i guess im scared that i'll never be worth it.
so here's to the late night phone calls,
and laughing for no reason
here's to the times we
spend all night talking about absolutely nothing
&& the random i love you's
sometimes you have to forget what you feel
&& remember what you deserve
cause when push comes to shove
you taste what you're made of.
you might bend till you break
cause it's all you can take.
on you knees you look up,
decide you've had enough.
you get mad, you get strong
wipe your hands, shake it off.
&& just let her cry if the tears fall down like rain,
let her sing if it eases her pain
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