*sigh* i dont know what to post as an update here. i mean, i've moved to another blog. but as requested by kev, i've decided to update it just this once. for his sake. hahaha... see, kev... im so good. lol.

anyways kev, i really want to thank you for everything. hehe...

that's all.

byee...

.grace.

moving on.

ugghh! finally! after such a long time! i've been trying to post a new entry for weeks now. i dont know what's wrong with xanga. i just couldnt reach the new weblog entry page for the past few weeks. anyways, i just wanted to say that i'm finally moving on. after so long. it was a hard decision and i struggled for months. but in the end, i've decided to move on.

so...

here's to a new chapter in my life *cheers*

note: you might want to try scrolling your mouse pointer to the big red words.

.grace.

Tag.

Tagged by my best friend, Wynna.

-Introduction-

First name: Grace
Nickname: Gracie, Gracious
Name you wished you had: i don't know, something more unique than Grace, i guess
What do people normally mistake your name as: my first name is too common. no one would mistaken it. but usually people mistake my last name as JAWS (like im a shark or something)
Birthday: 27 July
Birthplace: Kota Kinabalu
Time of Birth: I have no idea
Single or taken: Single
Zodiac sign: Leo

-Your Appearance-

How tall are you: very short. but dont know the exact measurement
Wish you were taller: YES! Definitely
Eye color: dark brown
Eye color you want: blue...
Natural hair color: dark brown
Current hair color: still in its natural color
Short or long hair: not really long, but not short either
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color: nope
Curly,straight,wavy: naturally straight. except for my front hair. it's naturally curly
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: never did...
Glasses or contacts: glasses
Do you wear make-up: nope
Ever had hair extensions: nope
Paint your nails: yes. platinum white... 

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes: any color that suits them, but i would like blue color. hehe 
What color hair: any color that looks good on them
Shy or outgoing: somewhere in between
Looks or personality: hahaha... personality. but at least have a decent look. lol.
Sexy or cute: i dont know. lol. i dont think i can handle sexy. hahaha
Serious or fun: definitely somewhere in between
Older or younger than you: older
A turn on: has british accent, blue eyes, nice smile, brains...lol.
A turn off: too muscular (like those you see joining Mr Hong Kong. eww!), chest hair, stink of body odour than can kill flowers by just walking pass, bad english, rude and bad fashion sense (agree with wynna on all the 3)

-This or that-

Flowers or chocolate: i dont know. it depends
Pepsi or coke: coke
Rap or rock: rock
Relationship or one night stand: relationship... i guess
School or work: school without exams?
Love or money: love? i dont know, to me, money isnt THAT important.
Movies or music: music
Country or city: city
Sunny or rainy days: rainy
Friends or family: i want BOTH... =D

-Have you ever-

Lied: yes. (yup. like what wynna said, who hasnt?)
Stole something: nope
Smoked: nope. (i hate smokers! they are a bunch of selfish people)
Hurt someone close to you: yes. i guess
Broke someone's heart: i hope not
Had your heart broken: not really
Wondered what was wrong with you: all the time!
Wish you were a prince/princess: nope
Liked someone who was taken: i dont think so
Shaved your head: never!
Been in love: i dont know. how can you tell?
Used chopsticks: yes
Sang in the mirror to yourself: nope

-Favorites-

Flower: blue, black and white roses
Candy: i dont like candies
Song: anything, depending on my mood
Scent: i dont like perfumes. they make me sick.
Color: white and black, maybe baby blue as well...hehehe
Movie: anything that's funny
Singer: none in particular
Word: does "hahaha" count?
Junk food: it depends on my cravings at that time
Website: xanga.com/grace_se7en ... lol. don't have any
Lotion: any that doesnt make you feel sticky and oily after using
Animal: cute puppies. hehehe...

Ever cried over someone: yess...
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: be happier, more outgoing, more friendly.... just about anything that's everything.
Do you think you're attractive: if i was i wouldnt be me anymore.
If you had to choose a fairy tale as your life what would you choose: hahaha.. agree with wynna, sleeping beauty. all she had to do was sleep. lol
Do you play any sports: just play them for the sake of playing them. not good at them

III

The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.- List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. i think i'm an evil villian
2. im no social butterly
3. i love to make jokes, but, sadly, im not good at them
4. i love my friends and family. All of them...
5. im a deep thinker. think deep and think too much 
6. i have decision-phobia.. i cant make decisions. im scared of deciding things
7. i like to just go with the flow. just accept and deal with anything that comes my way. cause i believe that everything happens for a reason, and if anything is going to happen, it's bound to happen no matter what. which is why, if you really take time to notice it, i hardly choose things, i just let other people choose, first, and i'll take whatever that's left, and hope something good would happen from there.  
8. i believe that words can kill. so, i try to think through what i say before i say them. so as to not hurt other people. but sometimes i still cant help it but say something wrong. although i try my best, i cant help but make mistakes. cause that's just life. and once i say something wrong, i'll beat myself up, constantly reminding myself never to do that again... that's why i try to be extra cautious with the words that come out of my mouth and sometimes after filtering all that i want to say, i end up with nothing. which explains why im NO social butterfly.

8 people I tag:

1. you
2. you
3. you
4. you
5. you
6. you
7. you
8. you

sorry. i dont have THAT many friends to tag. so, if you're interested to do this, just say that i tagged you. lol...

and sorry also, for the super long answers at the end! but if you've read all of it. Congrats, you know me better already, or at least i hope. and...thanks! for reading. 

.grace.

first things first.

do you think it's possible to actually dislike someone because of the bad first impression that they give? and then when you finally realised that eventually, without knowing it, you got to know that person a little better and think otherwise. and then stop disliking them?

OR

perhaps, the other way round?

.grace.

suruhanjaya pilihan raya. SPR!

yeap. thats what we're called. the election board functions exactly like how you read it in the history textbooks. and it's really tiring. then to think that the year 2's did most of the job. what would happen if we were the ones dealing with it next year. *sigh*... at least it was fun.

okay, so it was election day today. the whole institution (including the lectures and staffs) got a chance to vote for whom-ever they think are right for the posts.

we'll hear of the results soon. the eb's and sc's are hard at work, counting the votes. too bad there were limited places for eb yr 1's to join in the vote counting. they did some random picking and it's never my luck. i'm never chosen for all the nice tasks.

that's all.

nites everyone!

.grace.