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So I think that things are starting to slowly get better. I finally have signing up for classes out of the way and i have applyed for a loan to pay for college, which hopefully goes through. And i finally have a job interview that might actually hire me this time lol. Im just hoping things will turn out for the better...Okay well ill update later when im a little more awake

I love you

Claire i love you so effing much!!!! Cheer up babe!

Edit::11/6/05 okay so yesterday i found out my friend megan was in a bad car crash and that she was in the hospital...

God this is really starting to bother me.

i miss chris so much.

its really starting to hurt not being able to see him much..

when im not with him i feel empty inside like im suffocating with out him.

seeing your boyfriend 1 or 2 times a week does not satisfy

I cant wait until things c h a n g e

Life isn't all it's cut out to be. It has it's ups and it's downs, but you have to embrace those ups and downs and learn from them. You can't just sit back and mope and make people have pity for you. You have to put those things that are hurting you aside...And live...You only get one life and that one life isn't that long. You have to do everything that comes your way. Yeah...You might get embarassed, but in a month, no one will remember. You have to do what you feel is right. You can't worry about other people. Just life how you want to live it. Don't follow examples, make them. Let people follow in your footsteps. Sometimes, you just have to dance around and look like a fool. Other times, you just to sing as loud as you can, even if you do sound bad. You haven't lived until you've danced in your underwear. And most of all, you need to laugh. Never go a day without laughing... Or at least smiling. It doesn't matter if you've had the worst day, if you just laugh, everything will be okay. For the most part, just be you. Don't listen to others... They are going to make fun of you...They are going to tell you that you're stupid. But, that is their opinion. It only becomes true when you start to believe it.

so i guess i should finally update..so this weekend was fun..friday i hung out with claire, karla and ashlea, we went out to lunch at eat and park and then we went to michaels and just walked around there and then me and claire just drove around and listened to some cool music..then later that night i had to work..then saturday i woke and went to work from 9:45-5 then came home and my babe took us out to dinner at longhorn and we went to the mall and i bought him a shirt...then sunday me and claire went to the mall and then i went to the store with my dad..then later i went to christophers house. other then that nothing has been going on in my life...just working a lot

i love you so much <3

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