Boredome ----> new xangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

im proud of faded lampshade.

lucas came and jammed with us yesterday. it was so awesome. drums make evrything Awesome.

it was an 8 hour faded lampshade practice. i discovered the wah pedal *happy*. we wrote a few songs and recorded like.. 10. it was too awesome.

we need lucas in the band. no one else would be good enough.

me and dane finally got along without it being akward. it was cool. i made him laugh.

i was running off of pixie sticks and chocolate covered raisins. it takes too much time to seperate the sugar from the paper.... i ate sooo much paper.

Reign concert was good. it was much fun , i thought. even though you couldnt tell one note from the other cuz of the Extreme loudness. *shrug*

welp, i should go. talk to you kids later.

i slept through 6th hour today. woke up and my glasses were smashed against my forehead and my eye was all mis-shifted.

i miss being happy.... a lot

i cant breathe.

just wrote some chords. i want to write a song that means something.

i want a coffee shop.

thanks for trying to cheer me up,

i said that theres nothing between aquaintance and best friend but there is. Potential best friend. thats where i Really like being around you, but i dont know if it's mutual so i keep away.

*shrug*

my tomach really hurts     : /

you all have a grood day. *posssuummsssss*

i wish i wasnt so Freakishly messed up.

why cant friends be the same to me as they are to everybody else. why cant i just approach people. why can i only talk to people i have known forever. why do things have to be akward around everyone i try to meet.

there are 3 people i can approach and not feel like they hate me being around them.

people are just aquaintances to me until i know evereything about them. then they are my best friend... there is nothing in between that.

it hurts so bad

i wish i had more friends. then maybe i wouldnt need a grillfriend so bad.