Currently Listening Awaken By Natalie Grant Held see related

I haven't updated in quite a while... just too busy I guess.  I went home for Madisyn & Dylan's birthday last week and had a really great time at home.  90% of the time I love my job and California, but I still get homesick a lot, and I've been out here a year.  There are times when I think it would just be so easy to pack up and go home, but I know thats the easy way out.  God brought me here for a reason, and as long as I feel Him calling me to stay out here I will.  I'm going home Dec. 22-28 for Christmas, so I'm really psyched about that.  Work is going better, I am feeling more adjusted into the senior role.  When I'm at work its easy to just dive into work and not really think about whats going on inside my head, it keeps me busy.  I know its not healthy to ignore my feelings, but for now its what I feel the need to do.  I miss my sisters a lot.  One found out at the beginning of October that she passed the bar exam (Aimee) and she has her 2nd interview with a law firm on Monday.  The other (Mandy), the one who got married this summer, just graduated from Cosmetology school yesterday.  I'm really proud of my sisters and I; all of us have pulled through the hard times and have good educations and have made the most of ourselves.  Its scary that all of my close friends and I are adults now.  The college days are over, some are married and having babies, we've stepped out into the real world which is really quite scary sometimes.  I miss the comfort of being a child, or even a young adult in college.  I'm completely independent now and there is no turning back. 

This post was completely random, but just what was on my mind.  Gotta run, I'm dog-sitting for the weekend :).