welp new entry here we come.
when i was in high school i really thought my life couldnt get any more normal. My faith went up and down like it does with anyone else. Ive always had friends that were there for me. I have great parents and an awesome brother and sister. I didnt think my life was too exciting.
Now with a chapter behind me, Im excited for the next 5 10 15 years. But not so excited that I waste days away. Im gonna live everyday like Im alive. Not like Im dying.
If you think about it, whenever you say youll do it tomorrow. Its already tomorrow. Tomorrow never gets here. Ive always lived with taking risks but now I have realized my life is not in my hands, but Gods.
People have always told me, 'After high school your friends are all gonna split up' and I would always be the smart one and be like 'no way man' but its true. Not that its a bad thing because it is a fact of life.
The experiences you see in movies or read in books sometimes do happen. You will have friends who one minute you trust with your life and the next you wouldnt trust them with your bicycle because of the knife so deep in your back. You will love so hard that you think nothing will shatter your heart only to figure out the smallest bead of stupidity can shatter it into a million pieces. Most people will rather pick up a TV remote rather than their bibles. It takes less than a split second for you to say something that you immediatly regret and wish wouldve never happened but remember actions will always speak louder than words.
Im not critiscizing because Im in this crowd. Who I am hates who Ive been. Ive made my share of mistakes. I just pray in this new chapter I will be a better person for my Lord.
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