Im 16. i live in Ohio. this is a private xanga. i changed everyones name that i talk about on here to keep them from seeing this. and seeing the real me. i am your typical teenage failure. i hate who i am. i do not allow myself to cry, and when i do i hate myself for it. im depressed and a reconvering anorexic. i cut, burn, bruise, wrist bang, drink, pill pop, and i used to smoke. i live to be perfect, to please everyone i can. to help everyone at all costs. even if it kills me. i fake it as much as i can, i never allow myself to bring anyone else down. i just dont know how much longer i can take all this. its slowly but surely... killing me.

ENJOY MY XANGA..ND TRY TO WRITE IN MY GUEST BOOK... TTYL.. MWA :) AND !ENJOY!.. got blue eyes,real sweet.. lookin for a guy who is kind nd not a dick.. nd also has a nice personaliti(dun care bouh looks)..

22-year-old recovering alcoholic, trudging the Road of Happy Destiny, seeking the Broad Highway..

My name is Stephanie... that is all that is pretty important to put in here... anything else important can be found in my blogs or on my other sites that I post on here.