I am a Christian first and foremost. This means that I try to put God first in everything I do. Notice I said try, I'm far from perfect. For more about me, read my blog posts, and look at my interests.

My name is Jessica. i'm still discovering myself. i'm learning to love what i have. i've realized that life's not all bad. i'm a recovering cutter. i worry too much. i do get depressed. with each struggle is a lesson. i'm determined to be happy one day. this site is my private outlet.

I'm 18, but I'm still a kid at heart<3 I'm a little hard-headed at times, but I got the heart of the world. People say I look like a bitch because before they knew me, they would always say I glare at them, but I don't. My face is just naturally a mugging face when I'm not smiling. I can't change it =( HAHA I'm a really nice person at heart though once you get to know me and all. I'm complicated, I want things the same time as I don't want it at all. I love to read books.and I love to write. I love making friends. I love helping people. I love being there when someone is in need. I LOVEEEE looking at quotes because they always seem to make me feel better. I'm living life day by day and slowly, capturing every moment possible. So add me, I swear you won't regret it(:

I'm 17, I go by R and I'm working on being a better person, but so far it's not going so well. I'm trying to change everything for the people around me not for myself. I am a cutter and think I suffer from some form of depression, I hate going to counselling and have to lie about my constant thoughts of suicide. No one knows the real me, I don't even know the real me, so I'm trying to find out who I am while dealing with some of my problems.

Music is the one thing I can always rely on. I think lots. I love long countryside walks, lying in fields watching clouds pass by, wishing on stars at night, watching sunsets and sunrises and being free. But I'm not. And i'm scared.