Only time will tell how long I can wait.

I don't know.I'm bored.I changed my mind

I really need to lose 40lbs. My goal is <70lbs. Who the hell cares about health!? I WANT TO BE UNHEALTHY. I DO. I AM.

I write things that are on my mind that I can't say out loud. Xanga helps me with a lot of situations, making it easier to understand things when you have it all out on the table. Writing helps clear my head of different thoughts, I guess is what I'm trying to say. My name is Mandy, I'm 19, and online conversation is the best when it's absolute strangers. Except for the crazy cyber people... that can get kind of weird. I'd like to meet new people on Xanga because it's pretty much empty compared to Myspace and Facebook.

Why is it that some people's prayers come true and others do not? Is God picky? Describe one time that you broke down emotionally and state why. How do you deal with adversity or sadness in your life? What would be your takeover plan if you had the tools for doing good but decided to fore go that and join the dark side? How far are you willing to go when it comes to doing the right thing? Compared to other animals that exist on this planet, Earth; what is our (us humans)purpose here? What shapes people - events or other people? How do you want to be remembered by others? How long and how far can your lies take you before they catch up to you? What gifts do you buy for your significant other, on the day of your anniversary? How often do you let others control what you do? Is it worth it to satisfy what they want and make yourself unhappy? When is it the time that you could live the way you always dreamed about living?