it is everthing about everthing in the vampire chronicles and any other Anne Rice books "There comes a time for every vampire where the thought of eternity becomes momentarily unbearable. Living in the shadows, feeding in the darkness with only your own company to keep. So, I went to sleep. Hoping that the sounds of the passing years would fade out, and a sort of...death might happen. But as I lay there the world didnt seem like the place I had left. But something....different. Better."