"..I shared a dark suspicion that the life we were leading was a lost cause, that we were all actors, kidding ourselves along a senseless odyssey. It was the tension between the two poles- a restless idealism on one hand and a sense of impending doom on other other- that kept me going." if you're a seeker, a mover, a malcontent, or even a stupid hellraiser then join. If you are of a fear and loathing kind of breed, please join. ciao.