running after, stumbling in front of, bowing before, jumping to see, drowning within, climbing to find, falling upon the KING OF KINGS and LORD OF LORDS - JESUS CHRIST!

God waits to be wanted. -A.W. Tozer

I am Shanny. I am an American living in Germany. I am a mother, wife, believer, friend and observer. I find that I am often at odds with other belief structures and systems. I tend to think beneath the surface and search for higher meanings and purposes. I am not satisfied with emotional experiences and I want the real thing, all the time. Chit chat is about the only thing I cannot tolerate. I love a real person, even in all their flaws or perfections... its beautiful. I have a bleeding heart for the broken, hurting, lost, and lonely. Only Christ in me can be something that makes an odd person like me, hopeful that "all will be good". He is my life, and all the rubbish that is attatched to His name falsely, I will spend my life trying to free myself and others from, so they can find the beauty in His wonderful love, in its pure entire form. . I like music, movies, art, the goth/industrial culture, and Europe.

truely the truth is as sweet as I will ever be as long as the sky and the sea swim together let's hitchhike away. O my beloved Jesus.

Howdy! I travel N. America full time playing music and loving people. That's it! That's my job. My blog is a happy mix of personal adventures, literary truth seeking and the occasional oddity thrown in just to mess with your mind. Shallow posers beware, everyone else, come on in!