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im a differant person im nice kind and thoughtfull but i live in sadness and depression i hav trouble with girls and people, ive almost no self esteam due to my brother eating away at it and my grandma and sister, i love cats but favor wolves i'd move out by now if i where old enough i'd love to find some one who understands me but thats a one in a million chance i can't remember half my life and ive been kicked out of one school....so far...no i don't cut ,no i don't drink ,and no i don't smoke but i am abit suicidal but music has kept me on this pitiful earth i love Anime/manga and to rp why do i love rp because i have a powerful imagination the never breaks loose (and its a good way to meet people) i have a long list of favorite bands so dont ask (please) my favorite type of music is rock and abit of metal i have two differant main rp characters that i use but one has kind of well i guess you could say two lives i say that because he has the same name but to differant lives that he