I don't know who I am or what I'm doing here on earth. I wish I knew before I end up killing myself. I'm lost, confused, and hopeless. There's so much inside me that I've never let out. Maybe this is the place to do it....but then, maybe it isn't. <Br><br> In the end, you wind up in the arms of the warmest, the most caring, the kindest....the most loving...God. (you can never thank Him enough for the story He creates of your life...some good, others bad, but in the end it's He who makes the script, He who decides which path is right for you...He who makes you happy and puts you down, punishes you and rewards you...I love you.)<br><br> <b>Ecclesiates 7:14</b>

I love music(with band like Disturbed and Adema), hang out with my friends, skating,and snowboarding.

"Hey dude.. make your damn lay-ups."

I am a girl. A girl with a dream and great sense of humor. A dream of fantasy and a humor that can make any one of my friends laugh. My friends currently are Amy, Jamie, Esther K., Hannah, Pamela, Theresa, Ashley, Jessica H., Jessica D., Susan, Areum, and Susie, and Jackey. I won't forget Hanna L. or Teddy. We've been close but not that close. Wishing my life was something more. Wishing to make a change. But all I do is sit right here for hours. What am i doing? I am "lazy", as many put it. But some day I will change. And when I do, I hope you don't miss the new me. Just wait. And if i don't seem to be making progress tell me. (I also have dark brown eyes so deep you can drown, and I'm afroamerasian [African, American, Asian], and I have dark brown hair flowing over my shoulders. But the funny thing is I've never been out of Korea my whole life. Until that special moment of March 26 to April 2, 2005 when I rode my first plane and got to go to Thailand.