There are just too many words to describe me. I enjoy updating my xanga time to time. For it is my way of escaping to another world and for people to see how my life goes in circles. I'm brutally honest, I tell it how it is, I critize, I'm vulgar, I'm violent, I'm peaceful (most of the time), I have a temper like no other, but I do inspire so many.

I'm 23 years old, and in a long term relationship with my boyfriend of 4.5 years, Andrew. I'm in college, studying to be a Paralegal. I adore Photography, and have built quite a large portfolio. (Right now, I'm focusing on Model/Fashion Photography & Couples). I love reading chick lit, going to the movies (which I do quite often), listening to Industrial music, and collecting fairies.

I am a component of the universe trying to understand itself; striving inexorably for self-actualization, disciplined intellect, understanding the large picture and generalized concepts in lieu of immediate gratification animalism. I also like dark beer.

I am your God.

I am an individual entity that values my privacy and solitude and prefers knowledge to secrecy. I'm a realist, a dreamer, and a general pain in the ass. I'm a cynical, paradoxical bitch looking for happiness. I'm online an OBSCENE amount of time. I'm a loyal friend, a kind of kinky Gemini with Virgo rising and a Taurus Venus. Paganism and the study of religion is a passion of mine, as is psychology and politics. (A Pagan, capitalist, procrastinator caffeine addict Republican bisexual that plays Diablo for hours on end... who knew it was even possible...) I know my downfalls. I just don't fucking care. I'm a sadomasochistic, bi-polar, jealous, distrusting, paranoid asshole. I overanalyze things until they are so distorted, they have no meaning. I am a bibliophile as well as a writer; mostly short stories, rants, bad poetry, and about 78 novels in progress. Sometimes, I feel as if I am someone else's character while they document my own mistakes.