my name is kitty and i have an eating disorder. i have struggled with anorexia, bulimia and compulsive overeating over the last six years. i have been in recovery and i have relapsed, but i'm still fighting.

I keep trying to run away from myself but everywhere I go, there I am... I guess I'll have to run a little faster and a lot longer... Life with anorexia isn't glamorous. It's a lonely and miserable existence.

well...basically i'm a small blonde girl whom has fallen into the trap of *inpatient treatment* many a time and is now looking to live her life outside...but, same old story really, still be thin. I am passionate about books (especially ANYTHING by Sylvia Plath!!) Freud (yes really) oh, and i happen to fancy Tony Blair. That's about it really.

i've suffered with an eating disorder for nearly 12 years, although i've never been diagnosed. (EDIT - have now been diagnosed with bulimia and emotionally unstable personality disorder!) I don't think i fit the category of anorexic or bulimic, i'm somewhere in the middle. i'm going to attempt to blog, and would love to meet/talk to people who are going through the same thing, however i seem to fail at everything i do, including my ED, so i will probably fail at this too!! katie . 23 . 5'3 . HW 124lbs . LW 90lbs . UGW 84lbs . CW 112lbs . (EDIT CW 108lbs.)

I am twenty five (now 27 no 29) years old, a grad student (now engineer no unemployed), and I have been anorexic for about three (now five no seven) years now. I am so sick and tired of trying to fight it. It is so strong. (still)