i'm 18. and in love. my boyfriend joined the army. he left to Basic training in Ft. Benning Georgia. infantryman. i love him so much. we were high school sweet hearts. we've been together for 2rys. we plan to get married soon. he's my best friend. he's the only one that can brighten up my day. i love him. i also love god. i believe that he'll never give you anything, that you can't handle. just have faith and believe. my family is important to me. i miss my bf terribly and he'll been home for christmas soon. forever faithful.

my fiancee robbie. and my best friend rissa. annnddd....music.

If I could be a Disney Princess would everything be perfect? No. But why be a Disney Princess when you can create the fairytale you want & be your own princess? Living in a dream world of bubbles, daisy chains and artistic ponderings, creating my own dreams; scribbling away in spiral bound notebooks amidst curling wisps of dancing smoke, coffee mugs enveloped in cold, ink stained fingers, pashminas wrapped and wrapped around my neck and shoulders, in haphazard partnerings, eyelinered eyes with pouty lips, uncombed tousled hair, poetry lines and song lyrics bobbing around my head and thoughts intertwined with meanial events, creating, sculpting the mishmash dreams and fairytales within my head - striving, fighting, perfecting to make them real. 23 yrs, chain smoking, anorexic, fashion journalism student and budding author. Diary of my life where dreams attempt to meet reality and where a fine line keeps them blurred between each other.

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