well i havent updated in forever i have seen mike alot lately we went to hocking last weekend and he came home this weekend i really have fun with him. its fun to see him alot lately im hope this keeps up i think me and matt are goin down for halloween to party it up in athens with him, fun fun.

i cant wait for this thing with matt to start up i dont need to play shows or nothin i just wish i could get drums and a bass to this stuff even for a recordin to complete it i want to here a complete song to what we have been writing it would be awesome cause i think its really good i actually like listeng to/playing these songs and i dont think of ne style while im writing its just whatever i feel like and our music reflects that it would be fun to jam with more people. but its fun as hell i love playin guitar.

girls blow, i dano i got nothin right now some suspects but nothin to promising. which sucks i guess.

school is too easy but i find myself blowing it off too much which i really shouldnt do i need to apply myself more.

i slept for 16 hours yesterday and had the most vivid, detailed, weird dream i have ever had and about someone i havent talked to in a very long time and this dream madde me wonder y i do miss talkin to um.

thats about it except i work at lowes now which is ok not to hard but i hate closing

life is good and i am ok could change some things but overall good

Currently Listening Robbin' the Hood By Sublime see related

I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world

I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through

Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away

I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
You still don't think I'm going see this through

Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go

Oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Still too tired to care and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah, yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Go home

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Currently Listening Come What(ever) May By Stone Sour zzxy road see related

im sry i may not of sounded excited i was

good news sounds alot better when the person telling you sounds happy.

on a lighter note i am goin to an alucard show tonight in findley and am really excited this is gona be the 2nd time i have seen these guys and i was blown away the first time and hopefully they blow me away again

Currently Listening After Dark By Alucard see related

well yesterday was a very weird day full of mixed emotions. on one hand mike left for hocking and i wont get t see him again until like october 6th or 7th, wich totally blows ass and i hate it. also my cousin david who came to america from poland left  fremont yesterday to wich also blows ass because i have got to know him over the couple months he has been with us and he is really cool, one of the two celeks left in poland, gave me another little taste of my heritage, i love being polish.

and than on a totally oppisite side i got to hang out with kristen last night who i hadnt seen in like a year and i had a ton of fun, reminds me of the good old days, we went out to eat at frickers with matt, and then to the movies with matt, scott, cory, stephanie, and lenny. the black dahlia was ok not as good as i thought it would be but thats ok.

"i never had ne body but being alone wasnt have as bad as being obsessed with a breath taker a smile faker years alone have eaten me alive"

"do ever wake up to realize that ur life is meaningless does it give u strength or lead you to ur grave at a young age"

Currently Listening Acoustic By Bayside see related