I believe I've called your attention to this before. but let me just say, this is one of those days...
os·trich [aw-strich, os-trich]
–noun
| 1. | a large, two-toed, swift-footed flightless bird, Struthio camelus, indigenous to Africa and Arabia, domesticated for its plumage: the largest of living birds. |
| 2. | (not used scientifically) a rhea. |
| 3. | a person who attempts to ignore unpleasant facts or situations. |
I'd like to point out the third definition in particular. No, I did not make this up.
Somehow it makes me feel a hint better just to express the fact that I am tired. I know, you have heard it all day and for weeks, but I need to say it. Today is one of those days... I feel like I am at the end of my strength. It's like at the rock wall, when you get to a certain point and though you are two feet from the top, you haven't the strength in you to make it the rest of the way. I am tired. I have worked hard and stretched myself farther than ever this semester. Which, is not really saying much considering how incredibly lazy I have been most my life, yet still... I have worked hard and pushed just a bit further. I am a good student and I try to be involved. With about three weeks left, I am finding the end of my strength. I do not know how much longer, if any longer, I can keep pushing myself. I don't want to study, I don't want to go to class, I don't want to wear clothes, and I don't want to be nice. I am tired.
I will be very glad to see my parents this evening. They are my rest.
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