Interests:free association writing, snowy days, the rain and storming nights, the cold, soccer. Expertise:.just being me. Occupation:Other Industry:Nonprofit
...a torrent of emotions, eaching has its own pull in a different direction.... anger from feeling wronged and slightly mistreated, sadness for doing the same, worry for what looms and for what others think, regret for decisions past that somehow still have a grip on the present, and still more anger at myself for just being a jackass..... what a day it turned out to be, ive had more letdowns and shortcomings today than i've had in awhile, almost feels like im getting back to my norm, to what im used to....and still somehow i expierence deja vu in way in going through things ive dealt with, the familiarity of whats going on now, what im feeling, the vibes, the words and very thoughts all seem to collide into patterns of the older, but im confident somehow it'll all be shrugged off and this miserable entry will be looked back on as just a bad day, after all tomorrow is a new day with new things to find and do...one thing is for sure all in all i am happy no matter what mask i have on, ive got health, home, and emmaleen, couldnt get much better.....mateo
o what an amazing day... nothingto bring me down, just everything to rejoice over, im loving this, every minute of it..... ive gone through the bad and worse now its time for a new taste.... i love how things have been going... love it
o yeah and it only gets better tonight cause i get to go downtown for dinner w/ my wonderful emms... love it
things have been going unexpectedly good lately, for now life, relatively, couldnt get much better.... the only word i could think would have to be content :) well lets see today i started my day and got in the car to find out it didnt have any gas, which is all my fault but still that sucks... but the day as usual got better....
in three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life: it goes on.....
amazing, all of the things that can happen in the length of one day....some good some horrible, but oh the things that can happen, its almost magnificent the sudden change in direction the winds can blow, almost unbelievable the shape it can take... just like that....but it happens none the less all within the course of a day, one single day....
