So i probably should be doing my english paper due in a couple of days but, i had this idea of writing something a little bit better than that. i starting writing a book. i dont know what a good title is but i thought it would be fun. i havent gotten very far but it sounds good so far. the book that ive been reading that made me want to write a book is the Twilight Saga. i think im offically additcted. cant wait for the movie. If you like vampires this is a must read! but until then i have to do my homework

ok ive never mentioned it but i had the best therapist i saw him for over a year 2x a week. (now thats detication) he was the only person i could tell everything... Well he is going to work somewhere else and i couldnt contine to see him. i have another therapist lined up and start to see her tomorrow. i cried as i said goodbye to him he helped me more than anyone else and i am very sad to see him go! im afriad i wont be able to open up with my new therapist tomorrow. i was supossed to see her friday but because of my relapse with the food issues i moved it up. she worked with my mom awhile ago and thats how i found her. im a little worried. and im scared to tell her about my purging (although today i didnt)...

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tomorrow im going to the inner harbour with my mom we are going to the aquaium and science center. we are also going to my moms favorite resturaunt the cheesecake factory. i dont know what the hell im going to eat and i cant not eat because my mom would find out.(obviously) so wish me luck!