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love is kinda funny.... at times.   if you love something and it was meant to be... let it go and if it was really meant to be then it will return to you. 

when u call my name and you need me there don't you know that i will be waiting for you. - dcrew.

i am also starting a new xanga.. so if you want the new name either ask me or try to guess

...204 days, 17 hours, 18 minutes, and 29 seconds since you stole my heart x33...

... its has ended...  i wish i knew how to feel when so much of me seems to be lost... 

... all i know is that i will always love and care for you in a way that no one else may ever comprehend...

... i will always remember all the good times we've shared, from the dumb little things we did to the time we had a romantic time at the beach...

... you were the only person that i truly loved and the only one who made me enjoy and value my life...

... i hope one day that we could become the best of friends...

Quiet Time with God:

Today for quiet time I am thinking about what I need to do in a time where everyone seem so down and eveyone needs help. There are things in my life which require a lot of attention as well. The only way I can see myself accomplishing the things that i need to do is by putting full trust in God. Sometimes this is hard to do especially when it seems like if I did it myslef it would work faster.

My Thoughts:

Sometimes putting your full faith in God requires more from you then trying to attempt to do the task at hand on your own.

Mashi's Corner:

For all of my faithful daily readers, I'm sorry I havent written in this for like 3 days. Let me sum things up for you guys since Friday. On Friday, i went tot eh dentist and had a mess of cavities filled.... Wow... it hurt. And then we had JAM Night. JAM Night was so awesome in just the subject of looking to who Jesus is. The praise was led by worship leader Paul Song, who made our 4 of our members sound awesome despite our 10 minute practice session. I don't think I've ever heard Sooyeon sing so confidently, Taewon play so rhytmically well, and Charles wasn't overly loud. I was proud of those guys. After JAM Night I saw one of my closest and best friends, Sandy. It was so good to see her again after so long. And after cleanup we had a "kick it" time back at the education building. I really cherish these times of fellowship as well. And then Saturday came along and adn i have no idea what I did. :) And on Sunday, the mood at church was kinda.... the only word that could describe it is "BLAH". After service a few of us went to the new chruch location of VMC and checked thigns out. I am not sure about who will be going there, but all I know is that Jason JDSN and I will be staying for another 2 years al least at this church. Oh by the way. the new church name is Westlake Korean Community Church, WKCC, or what I will be calling it WKC2. For those who are worried where me and/or Jason JDSN is going, we're staying and we're not leaving after DCLA as some rumors have it. To our fellow brothers and sisters at VMC, we always welcome you guys to any of our activities. Well that is it for now, Me and James now have to help our brother Mark move some stuff.

Quiet Time with God:

Today's passage dealt with the calling of God to His works. Many times without even our own knowledge we are called to do the works of God, whether it be serving in the praise team, helping out with the children's programs, or even simply helping clean up. We don't have to be a famous missionary to carry out the works of God. The simple task of even telling a non-believing friend about Christ can be the calling of God in a short term sense.

My Thoughts:

I hope that for me that I can accept doing the calling of God no matter how great or how small task it may be. Whether He calls me to be a JDSN later on or whether He wants me to clean up th church every now and then. I hope that Ican be faithful to him

Mashi's Corner:

This, I guess, is something new I'm adding to my xanga. It's basically gonna be the the whole what I did and thought about type of deal. We'll start off today;s one with has anyone seen the movie Bruce Almighty. It deals with a guy who thinks God is out there to mess up his life and God comes down and lets him see if he can handle being God to a small city. The movie, although not nearly the type fo thing that God would do, does show how almight God really is in order to handel everything. You guys have to see the movie to understand... There's also one sad part of the movie where it kinda got to me., If you know what part leave me an answer in the comments section. In other news, I am tired. Been working out too mcuh lately, but i feel its working.