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| I have heard God’s calling on my life to be one of ministry. Vocation is not easily understood, nor is it something that one bestows upon himself. It is imperative that the Spirit of God has specifically called and anointed someone who believes that they should minister. Ephesians 4:11-13(New King James Version) says, “And He Himself gave some to be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers, for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ, till we all come to the unity of the faith and of the knowledge of the Son of God, to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ.” The ministry is a call to be a leader of the body of believers, and to ultimately bring people to know Christ as their Savior, through God.
I consider it essential that all believers should be involved in a church, where they can continually grow in their faith with the fellowship of other believers. Having grown up in a church myself, volunteered as a counselor to children’s camps, and traveled with the high school youth group to different mission trips, God has revealed his plan for my life.
I would be deemed a decent baseball player who might even have prospects to play for a Division 1 college. I enjoy baseball thoroughly and have had the desire to play since I was five. It was not too long ago that that desire faltered a little, and I suddenly didn’t see myself playing baseball in college. I recognized this as God telling me that I wouldn’t have a need to play in college. Instead, through the different course work that I might take, I see myself having to devote all of my time and effort to studies and ministry opportunities.
I am blessed to have such a solid church family, and God has placed many mentors in my path. My mom not too long ago told me, even though I probably should not have known, that she had prayed for a long time to have a child that would seek the Ministry as a profession. I have had many opportunities this year to build my character when I have been placed in stressful situations. On a mission trip to The Valley which is near the Rio Grande river, I got to lead a devotional in front of the high school youth group and adults. There were nearly 60 people there. Another situation that I was blessed to have taken part in was on a mission trip to Calgary Canada, where I got to preach a sermon to young adults at a youth rally at a local church. I have seen God molding and reshaping me; I would not have for any reason spoken in front of five people just a couple of years ago. Psalm 27:1 (NKJV) “The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?” My future is in God’s hands. My ultimate goal in life is to spread the Gospel and to find my joy in the joy that Christ brings to others. There will probably be many hardships along the way, that’s the way it goes for everyone’s life. The difference is where I will lay my head down in refuge from all the troubles of the world; where I will find true happiness without having to look too far. | | |
| The Heart's Discord
There into the fire we go, To return again of course, But pain and suffering's our lesson. Why can this pain be revisited? Was once and is again, A pleasurable pain in any way? "Not so, not so" the reply of Logic declares.
Well then Logic, tell us what is, What is this pain unquenchable That you yourself tell the heart to disregard? What does Time tell you? Does he bring hope to the heart, Of which the previous Time has not?
In his own understanding Logic reasons, "My son, of this you can be sure At least as someone of complete ignorance, That Time may be your only temporal friend. The previous Time has tried to heal you But you bring the old complications back, Making Time have to rewind his clock."
So I see that so much of it was my own fault That in my trying of Time as a liar, I wound up being made a fool by Logic. So who is to blame for this sting? Reason tells me it is the heart. That it cancels out Logic and Time. And quite often the heart is right. | | |
| The old times are gone, and innocent love with it. Resolve to evolve the detestable now. | | |
| All of a sudden Xanga seems a pretty dumb thing to waste my time with. So, I am probably not going to post for a while, but I might comment on some people's sites. | | |
| Remember to post prayer requests.
So, I think I will have a post where I vent on liberalism and some Democrates that follow this road. Moderate Democrates are ok, nothing more, I just wish John Kerry was one so it would be a win win situation.
I was watching T.V., this started at 11:00. I watched fox news and their coverage on the democratic convention. Then I went to Fox Sports Net. The best (darn) sports show was on, and for some odd reason they had Michael Moore on. They never actually talk about sports on that show and it is far from the best sports show. So, of course, he goes into his typical Bush bashing, "He mislead us into war, blah blah bloooiee!" I didn't think too much of it, that's all he likes to talk about. I kept listening, and he said something like, war is only for when the country is in danger not for oil. It was something like that.
I just can't understand why people think that we entered into the war with Iraq for oil. Does anybody remember the ultimatim that Bush gave Hussien? He was a facist dictator, and our intellegence had reason to believe that he had nuclear and biologic terrorist weapons. The U.N. wasn't going to do anything. Were we going to sit back while events took place that could rival 9/11?! No! How stupid is that? So we see here that Bush didn't mislead us into this war, but protected us from a facist dictator that hates America.
Another thing that I don't understand is how America is so split. This is not how America came to be. We were united in our efforts for all our victories. And you can also see that when there was division, i.e. Vietnam, there is also defeat. How can anyone go about rebuking this war when our own flesh and blood are out there sacrificing themselves. That's just crap.
Someone might say that my views are this way because Bush is in office currently. What will happen if Kerry does when the presidency and he goes off on some war of his own, or far be it that he should continue this one? Even though I would hate to see a democrate in office, I would have no choice but to support his international efforts. Where has our patriotic unity gone?
Remember the towers. | | |
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