| Whats xanga again???? does anyone even use this anymore?
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| I do believe i have permanently screwed up my sleeping pattern... I dont go to sleep till 8 and wake up till 4... oh dear... |
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| The Sailing Drunkship of Lanterns harmlessly floats a sail.
swallowed, the orifice wore the fog
Avast in the mortified smoke of life
Are they there the shimmering green
A nonstop downward spiral
that the waves of sky brought in
stars engulfed by the mighty blue
All around the purple and black smoke left pinpricks of haunt
the wailing of several of her red eyes left in comatose
in gathering a chant...
worship the living fire. |
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| When I got to the point of wanting to rip the hair outta my head, I kept it cool... I managed to clean up most of my dorm so now it actually looks like a dorm instead of the local landfill... *sigh* im hungry.... bored..... blah.... havent slept in about 24 hours cuz of stupid cleaning and just plain playing CS and also battlefront 2... College is about to start its normal daily routine on tuesday.. so im not looking foward to that.. oh well.
Im being haunted... Im being suffocated... Im so petrified... the words are difficult to form.. scathed by anger... or was it resentment that leaves me in my state of mind?? Will my ghost ever leave me be and stop whispering my name? Maybe its my imagination.. but will my ghost leave me be so i can live peacefully.. or maybe i grew accustomed to it shattering my mind with a black hole and a bright yellow sun, and while i just smile and pretend all is calm.. But really... it was the beginning of a violent storm that shook me... my spiritual friend stole my sanity.. i just hope one day.. that one day it will come back with it.. I think it lost it on its journey apart.. One day I hope will bring it back and all will be happy inside.. just one day.. as for now... Toxic turmoil and uncontainable pressure will have to power my mind.. |
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