| i havent written in a while so i thought it was bout time lovely miss brianna stayed with me last might and we had a ball we went and saw garfield and i got to see my lover adam and he came and saw me on his break and it was fun then after the movie got out i saw my ex from like 7th grade and he wants hook back up hes a cutie but uh..no we gat home mom went out and brianna and i played in the rain and it was soooooo fun i love that girl. i have been doin soccer and gymnastics all in one day and im dieing but i love em both and cant pick just one so ill learn to deal.not much more to say but i miss all my friends...
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| well life is still shitty in the life of kelsea barlow i thought it would have gotten better but boy was i wrong. i finally relized what was the good things in my life and what i could do to make them worse or better. and well i thought i had done all that could have been done to fuck up my life but there i was wrong again and i think i did the lowest thing this time and have no idea how to make it up to the other peolpe in my life it affected... i think life throws hard things at me in able for me to lear and get thought life but i havent been able to get the message it is trying to give me its like i just try to fimd ways to make it better and then i do but dont learn from it and its really hard and now i think i will be able to relize the message sooner and know what to do for the next situation that life throws at me. i did something about 3 weeks ago that i was unsure about and knew it was wrong but i was only thinking about myself and did it anyway, and didn't learn from it so then i did it again and this time i really relized how bad i hurt the most trustworthy, honest, loving, caring, respectful, most amazing person in my life who understood me, liked me for who i really was, stuck up for me in ways i never would have thought in my life this person did so much for me they were there for me in the good and bad and listened to me when i needed someone to listen to all my problems and i took her for granted and i betraid the only real friend i had and now im letting her slip because i was only thinkin g of my self and not who i would hurt and i dont know how to really tell her how i feel and how by life is like a black hole      
i hope i get it this time
kel
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the world does me no good when it comes to all my problems which i must say i have alot of .
I dont get it you made it all sound so real and true every word you said it seems as if you stood in frount of the mirror and practice everything you plan on saying to me. How could i have been so stupid to think that someone like you would like a girl like me a outcast a nobody to me you were the brightest star in the sky now you are like the darkest cloud of rain to me. you had me fooled and i had you mistaken for someone i thought would like me for me but i came to find out that you mean nothing to me and never will and now i look back and relize you were the outcast the nobody all along...
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| hey guys i am in nashville and im with my uncle it verry fun i have gone shopping and saw the movie cars and i have only been here 6 hrs. its great...
1. Ppl who point at their wrist while asking for the time. I know where my watch is buddy, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the bathroom is?
2. The Pillsbury doughboy is way too happy considering he has no dick.
3. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.
4. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too.What good is a goddamn cake if you can't eat it?
5. When people say "It's always in the last place you look". DUH!Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it?
6. When people say, while watching a movie "Did you see that?" No ASSHOLE, I paid $7.50 to come to the theatre and stare at the fuckin ceiling up there.
7. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".....Didn't really give me a choice, did ya there?
8. When something is "new and improved". If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then it must not be the first one!!
9. When a cop pulls you over and then asks if you know how fast you were going? You should know asshole you fucking pulled me over!
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| hey people yeah this school yeah has been full of drama and everything but its all good now and it flew by so fuckin fast i dont know what to do now when i wake up in the mornings. i may go to chacigo for the summer to see my god mother and everyone up there but i cant make up my mind if i want to go there or montanna.. oh. well i guess imma go...
Bloody Kisses & Madd Emo Sex
kelsea
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