hAiily's Xanga

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Thu, 29 May 2008 17:32:51 GMT

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.
But all our fears fall on deaf ears.
Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies.

I wanted to smell the burnt midnight again,
I wanted to feel the wind,
It was a secret wanting,
like a song I couldn't stop humming,
or loving someone I could never have.

Know the place I’m leaving, and the rest just is gone.
But how much strength does it take for exploration?
For split decision?
Or are you stronger to remain just where you are?

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared,
but I've become what I can't be.
You start to wonder why you're here not there,
and you'd give anything to get what's fair.
But fair ain't what you really need.

Put your name on the line, along with place and time.
Want to stay, not to go,
I want to ditch the logical.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.

I’ve been so certain these past few days,
but now my thoughts feel mud-soaked,
and I cannot see anything clearly.
What if they are right and I am wrong?

There’s static on the airwaves;
I'll try to find the light through all this haze.
I can't find the words that I’m trying to say,
so try to forget me as I walk away.

I'll take the blame if you take me home now.
Because there's no place left for trust in all this pain,
and you know when it rains in this town I get washed away without a sound.
So pin my wings down.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 17:15:00 GMT

and now i'm itching for the tall grass
and longing for the breeze
i need to step outside
just to see if i can breathe
i gotta find a way out
maybe theres a way out

Friday, February 29, 2008

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 20:28:38 GMT

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 23:15:04 GMT

"Love not looked for is love

that shall be found."

Friday, February 01, 2008

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 17:47:56 GMT

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:53:09 GMT

Friday, November 30, 2007

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:58:52 GMT

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 22:43:06 GMT

`so twist the knife
fashion me counter clockwise
turn back time
forget you never were mine

Monday, November 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 00:59:03 GMT

We hang guilt on our sleeve;
Cause our hearts wont stretch that far.

Friday, November 23, 2007

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 19:01:24 GMT

It's hard to admit defet
when what you want is what you cant have
it's hard to admit I was wrong
that I was bad
I cant write you off and hate you
because I cared so much
so I'm stuck in this halfway house
between love and hate