so i have soOO much to say. lets start from last thursday....i gave blOod!!! sooo proud of myself. i was so scared i was shaking. i can't stand needles but i thought that overcoming my fears was so much better than being selfish and letting 3 ppl die becuz of me. ya know?? it was cool my bandaid was hot pink. i also had a band regional at citrus college rite next to azusa pacifica. i'm hopefullie gonna end there, to end my muisic degree. well on our way home our bus CRASHED.  like it just stoped on our way going onto the freeway-hahahahaha. then the bus moved agian and we stoped in the middle of an intersection, and it was ghetto cuz our bus driver was the black ghetto ladie and she opened the doors and was like to the other cars"go around!!!" i couldn't stop laughing, especiallie vj couldn't stop laughing. everytime that lady said anything u could just hear vj laughing. that was prettie cool except for the fact that 3/4th of the bus had to cram onto the 1st bus and we had to fit 3 to a seat while the 27 ppl still on the 2nd bus waited for another bus to come pick them up in azusa. omgosh that nite was just craizie.

friday: friday was the pool party. it was alright, jessie made me go in the cold pool though. burRRr. yea after school though i went to denicars house and we watched charlie's angle's the 2nd one. that was prettie cool. yea but during school everyone was at six flags and no one was at school- soOo sad.

saturday: saturday all i did was clean the house and go to jessies party. coolieosis!!

sunday: on sunday went to church of course and it was so much fun. saw everyone that had gone to singapore- i had missed them so much. so anyway it was sunday morning and our band practice is from 8-9 in the morning to prepare for worship time that day. and my youth pastor says:"hey listen to ur youth pastor for a second." and we're like"yes sir!!" lol, he was all" u guys are the band, u're playin like u're from the adult service. be loose!!! u guys are the band-yeaahhh!!!!" and he was just sayin how he showed a video of us in singapore of how we get into our songs and stuff. but yea that made my day, i thought what he said was so cool. my youth pastor inspires me so much, in many ways,he's suck an awesome guy.

monday: well today was just a normal school day. went to buy beauty products to get ready for spring formal, which i did pay for yesterday. oOoo can't wait. and today i bought my ticket for banquet so yea...let the party begin.....

wellz the reason i didn't update was cuz i was too busy crying. omgosh, my parents get me so mad sometimes. gosh!! i dun reallie like sayin what happened, cuz i'm just gonnabe reallie mad all over agian. soOoo onto happier news??? oOOOo for spring formal i'm startin earlie. yesterday i went to maralyn's house ( cuz she does my hair) and she relaxed it. it hasn't been relaxed in soOoo long. no reallie like in maybe a year. and i'm suppose to get it relaxed every 3 months. thats not good, but she said i took good care of it! yea, then she asked if i wanted it curled up after she had straightened it and i was like"it's up to u" so thats what she did. omgosh it was sOooo prettie. wow,i was like i wanna look like this for spring formal. so yea..imma get my hair all curled up. manNn..i'm all on my own with EVERYTHING!!!  as in money. my parents didn't pay for anything, it makes me think that they dun care for me. like they dun pay for anything for me anymore. they swear that i'm all independent with a job and everything, but i dun. what my job is babysiting?? thats onlie if the people need me, so it's not even a real job. God has blessed me along the way though. i made $100 within the last 2 saturdays. $70 of it goes for the TICKET. wow it's reallie a lot. then imma get my nails dun, i bought my makeup today, then imma  buy new shoes and new jewlery!!! imma need another like $40!!! i'm prayin, so far God has been faithful-whoOohooOo!! so excited. i've got somethin planned on every weekend from this weekend. yeaAa. well guys imma go now. well ttyl's buhbyes!!!

ohh and if u guys are feelin generious u could hook me up wit these shoes for band banquet...

omgosh, airn't they soOoo cute? yea, so new outfit for band banquet, i'm not gonna go all out like i have been for the past 2 years, this year is just a cute top, skirt and hopefullie these shoes!! yay!! if u wanna see the webpage for these shoes it's... www.ewindsor.com of course it's under the footwear section!!! i luv shoes-hmMmm.

hey guys, nuthin much happened today. i went to church, it was aiite then when home and chilled. "whoOo hooOo" i watched luv dun cost a thing, cuz my sister rented the movie. OOhh and talked to greg today from singapore. i just got dun talkin to him, i imed him at 9 just like 40 mins ago: Worshipper4God05:  greg are u guys back?  
 Goody1016:  nope
 Worshipper4God05:  ohh boOOoo  
 Worshipper4God05:  what time is it there?  
 Goody1016:  12
 Goody1016:  noon
 Worshipper4God05:  monday?  
 Goody1016:  yeah
 Worshipper4God05:  ewWww how weird  
 Worshipper4God05:  i miss u guys  
 Goody1016:  we miss you guys there
 Worshipper4God05:  how are things so far?
 Goody1016:  good
 Worshipper4God05:  what are u guys doin now?  
 Goody1016:  waiting for a taxi
 Worshipper4God05:  lol  
 Worshipper4God05:    is it prettie over there?
 
 Goody1016:  yes
 Worshipper4God05:  awwww, how cooOol  
 Worshipper4God05:  whenever u see everyone else tell them i said hi and that i'm prayin for u guys  
 Worshipper4God05:  ::tears::  
 Goody1016:  i will
 Worshipper4God05:  thanks  
 Worshipper4God05:  so did u guys finish ur confrence already?  
 Goody1016:  yes
 Worshipper4God05:  so now it's just shopping?  
 Worshipper4God05:  lol  
 Worshipper4God05:  so hey what day do u guys get back?  
 Goody1016:  wed
 Worshipper4God05:  yay  
 Goody1016:  how did sun go
 Worshipper4God05:  lol ehHHhh  
 Worshipper4God05:  it was kinda weird and boring at the same time  
 Goody1016:  why
 Worshipper4God05:  cuz like ....  
 Worshipper4God05:  bobbi and stacy didn't show up for games so trippa and melissa did those and ....the top 10 was like aiite but i guess it was nicoles first time so she did it kind of weird, then i led worship and i had to end the first song earlie cuz it sounded wrong  
 Worshipper4God05:  and i let everyone walk around and shake hands while we changed songs  
 Worshipper4God05:  ahhHhh  
 Worshipper4God05:  i didn't like it  
 Worshipper4God05:  lol  
 Goody1016:  well we will be there next weeek
 Goody1016:  it will be ok then
 Worshipper4God05:  thank God  
 Worshipper4God05:  lol  
 Worshipper4God05:  hopefullie  
 Worshipper4God05:  tatiana and doug were the onlie table leaders  
 Worshipper4God05:  i wonder where eric was..hmMMm  
 Goody1016:  i dont know
 Goody1016:  ask him
 Worshipper4God05:  yea next time i see him  
 Worshipper4God05:  sorrie if i'm asking too many questions, my mind is just wondering how it is over there and stuff  
 Worshipper4God05:  lol  
 Goody1016:  maybe
 Worshipper4God05:  that was random  
 Worshipper4God05:  maybe what?  
 Goody1016:  sorry
 Worshipper4God05:  lol  
 Worshipper4God05:  hows the food? is it gross?  
 Goody1016:  some of it
 Goody1016:  we had frog legas
 Goody1016:  legs
 Worshipper4God05:  ewWww how did that taste??  
 Worshipper4God05:  :-!
 Goody1016:  like chicken
 Worshipper4God05:  lol  
 Worshipper4God05:  how did it look?  
 Goody1016:  like frog legs
 Goody1016:  ok well i got to go 
 Goody1016:  i will talk to you later
 Worshipper4God05:  kk's  

awwww....tears. well talked to daniel today. it was like whatever. he was tired, i was tired but we did talk for a lil bit. so he's not going to spring formal. i think he wants to get away from anything that has to deal with church. how sad. even when my youth pastor was talkin to him daniel was like all"monotone everything." awww...well u guys pray for him if u want, just that God would soften his heart, but i know God is putting this passion on my heart to help him out somehow and i kinda have a picture of what He wants me to do, but it's hard cuz daniel isn't cooperating, and now i see what God is using me. wow, typing this out made me see why God is using me in this whole daniel thing. cool well imma go to sleep now, i'm tired!!! ttyl's::muah::