june.13.2003

[-->] so anywho, just a quick entry. i'm at my mom's working place right now waiting for my dad to pick meh up for summer school. it's only 8.33 a.m. right now. so yeah.. but i have to go soon because i need to study for my quiz today. yep, we have quizzes for office skills. can you believe that? we had to print our homework from the internet.. and study the history of computers. darn... but anywho...

[-->] on with the reason of writing this thing. i guess most of you who know rochelle [(a.k.a. rochey, yoshi, etc.)] have heard the news. she told "him". and in case you don't know who "he" is.. it's casey. yep. she likes him. wait, let me rephrase that.. she loves him. she has since forever. and i feel so bad for her. he didn't give her a chance. i know i shouldn't be saying this in the first place.. because well duh! but i'm saying.. he knew the first time.. when she first admitted it a couple of weeks before, yet he didn't do anything about it. he didn't give her a chance at all. so yeah.. i just feel so bad.

[-->] so now, i need help. i don't know what to do. yesterday, when i found out that she told him, i realized how much i have it. how good my life is and i'm glad. but now that i've seen it from rochey's point of view, i feel horrible. i know exactly how it feels. especially since i've been through it so many times before. i'm glad she finally told him, so that he knows how much she loves him. i just wished he would do something. it's kinda stupid huh? i love him too.. yet i'm saying this. i guess i pick my friends over him. but don't get meh wrong.. i love him a lot too. bleh.

[-->] this sucks. i need help. i'm gonna go to pearlridge on saturday. if you wanna come just meet us at fun factory or something. laterzz...

[-->]EDIT. i have a new xanga. its...http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=depressed_stateOFmind

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